<like this is new information> I am freely and admittedly able to admire the beauty of a fat woman; <I half-want to say girl, I'm not sure people around my age are men and women yet, but that is another story> I'm not sure why; I just do; I can't explain it fully; You try to explain why you are attracted to who you are attracted to; You can't, can you? It seems silly, but you just can't; You just do; That <i suppose> is the beauty of beauty.