I am an FA; <fat admirer> I've said this a lot; I try not to make it; "in the closet"; It is who I am; and it is perfectly normal Still, it can get frustrating; when people don't even try to understand me and attack my position; I'm not Stupid; I pretty damned smart; and I find fat women sexy; this is normal and healthy but it can be frustrating when people act like I don't know what I'm talking about; It can be frustrating When I feel like I'm the only person who can see the innate beauty so often found in women who don't look like Barbie; it can be frustrating, but I am sure it could be worse; Much worse.