BBW Confessions thread

[Tau]

I C that the guy I just posted about ended up being a jerk....:rolleyes:

*huge hugz*

[MisticalMisty]

Sorry you have to go through this...*hugs*

I've been here. I'm so sorry this is happening. Is there family you can fall back on? Praying for you.

Thanks ladies.

As far as family goes, my mom is almost 2 hours away. While we could stay with her for a little bit, if we were to get jobs, we could never do that commute every day.

We are speaking with the bank tomorrow and I'm calling around different apartment complexes to see if they will rent to us if we both are just on unemployment.

I know things will work out. I know they will. I just need them to speed it up a little bit.

[msbard90]

Thanks ladies.

As far as family goes, my mom is almost 2 hours away. While we could stay with her for a little bit, if we were to get jobs, we could never do that commute every day.

We are speaking with the bank tomorrow and I'm calling around different apartment complexes to see if they will rent to us if we both are just on unemployment.

I know things will work out. I know they will. I just need them to speed it up a little bit.

It will get better. When you feel you have hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up. :)

[Green Eyed Fairy]

I have to confess that I love seeing how all the ladies are supportive of each other in this thread....and in other places on the boards. Really gives me a warm, fuzzy feeling :happy: :bow:

[scroogey]

I have to confess that I love seeing how all the ladies are supportive of each other in this thread....and in other places on the boards. Really gives me a warm, fuzzy feeling :happy: :bow:

definitely agreed!!

thanks again girls, for the support n stuff :)

[msbard90]

I have to confess that I love seeing how all the ladies are supportive of each other in this thread....and in other places on the boards. Really gives me a warm, fuzzy feeling :happy: :bow:

I know. Sometimes I feel like the ladies of dims are better friends with me than my own friends!

[calauria]

I know. Sometimes I feel like the ladies of dims are better friends with me than my own friends!

Yeah me too!!

[littlefairywren]

I know. Sometimes I feel like the ladies of dims are better friends with me than my own friends!

Count me in with that feeling too! I get more support here than anywhere else, more understanding.

[Punkin1024]

All the above responses are why I keep coming back to this Forum. I count all of you here as dear friends, and as Calauria said, some of you are closer to me than my friends that see me on a daily basis. :)

Just dropping by to give you all an update on my MIL. She isn't doing too well in therapy. They've done all they can for her and will be releasing her on Monday. She will be in a wheelchair for the remainder of her life. The Parkinson's is doing this to her. She doesn't eat enough to sustain repairs or strength to her body. It is affecting her state of mind as well, she is losing grip on where she is and when it is. Her husband and my Mark have been with her round the clock (Mark sits in for his Dad in the afternoon, and all afternoon on Sundays). Anyway, just wanted to thank all of you for your prayers and concerns.

[olwen]

All the above responses are why I keep coming back to this Forum. I count all of you here as dear friends, and as Calauria said, some of you are closer to me than my friends that see me on a daily basis. :)

Just dropping by to give you all an update on my MIL. She isn't doing too well in therapy. They've done all they can for her and will be releasing her on Monday. She will be in a wheelchair for the remainder of her life. The Parkinson's is doing this to her. She doesn't eat enough to sustain repairs or strength to her body. It is affecting her state of mind as well, she is losing grip on where she is and when it is. Her husband and my Mark have been with her round the clock (Mark sits in for his Dad in the afternoon, and all afternoon on Sundays). Anyway, just wanted to thank all of you for your prayers and concerns.

Oh that makes me sad. I hate to say it, but at this point maybe all you can do is just try to make her comfortable and just support each other as best you can. Big hugs to you and your family.

[littlefairywren]

All the above responses are why I keep coming back to this Forum. I count all of you here as dear friends, and as Calauria said, some of you are closer to me than my friends that see me on a daily basis. :)

Just dropping by to give you all an update on my MIL. She isn't doing too well in therapy. They've done all they can for her and will be releasing her on Monday. She will be in a wheelchair for the remainder of her life. The Parkinson's is doing this to her. She doesn't eat enough to sustain repairs or strength to her body. It is affecting her state of mind as well, she is losing grip on where she is and when it is. Her husband and my Mark have been with her round the clock (Mark sits in for his Dad in the afternoon, and all afternoon on Sundays). Anyway, just wanted to thank all of you for your prayers and concerns.

Gentle (((hugs))) Punkin...warm thoughts for you and Mark, your Mum in Law and your families.

[MizzSnakeBite]

:doh: anyway sorry guys, il stop dominating this thread.

Don't be silly! :) We're always here for each other!

I guess I still don't understand why cutting out the people that treat me poorly still leaves me the lonely one.

Oh boy, do I understand....... Hugs to you!

I used to have a ton of friends. I always had somebody to talk to, go out with, bitch about etc. But most of those people were poison and I got rid of them. Now I quite literally have 7 really close friends, one of whom is my 5 year old niece :p I had to learn to spend a lot of time alone - and you know in all that time alone, just being me, i figured out that I didn't miss them. Learn to love your own company krismiss, you will never have a better friend than the friend you can be to yourself. There's a real peace in being able to spend a week just with you and come out of it feeling refreshed and happy and rejuvenated. I'm in the process of planning a 5 day trip into the mountains on my own and I'm going to take walks and stare at the sky and swim and dream all by myself. Just give it a chance - you'll find that you aren't all that lonely after all *big hugz*

I approve this post! :bow:

Turns out it's the altinator I replaced last may. The parts are under warranty, but I have to pay the labour.

I hope it won't cost too much.

I'm really ready to stop worrying about where we are going to live when we can't pay our mortgage next month..or where our next meal is going to come from...

I just want to crawl into bed and go to sleep. I'm so exhausted from all this crap..it needs to go away.

(((HUGS))) sweetie. I hope you two catch a break soon.

All the above responses are why I keep coming back to this Forum. I count all of you here as dear friends, and as Calauria said, some of you are closer to me than my friends that see me on a daily basis. :)

Just dropping by to give you all an update on my MIL. She isn't doing too well in therapy. They've done all they can for her and will be releasing her on Monday. She will be in a wheelchair for the remainder of her life. The Parkinson's is doing this to her. She doesn't eat enough to sustain repairs or strength to her body. It is affecting her state of mind as well, she is losing grip on where she is and when it is. Her husband and my Mark have been with her round the clock (Mark sits in for his Dad in the afternoon, and all afternoon on Sundays). Anyway, just wanted to thank all of you for your prayers and concerns.

I'm so sorry to hear this. (((HUGS)))

[calauria]

All the above responses are why I keep coming back to this Forum. I count all of you here as dear friends, and as Calauria said, some of you are closer to me than my friends that see me on a daily basis. :)

Just dropping by to give you all an update on my MIL. She isn't doing too well in therapy. They've done all they can for her and will be releasing her on Monday. She will be in a wheelchair for the remainder of her life. The Parkinson's is doing this to her. She doesn't eat enough to sustain repairs or strength to her body. It is affecting her state of mind as well, she is losing grip on where she is and when it is. Her husband and my Mark have been with her round the clock (Mark sits in for his Dad in the afternoon, and all afternoon on Sundays). Anyway, just wanted to thank all of you for your prayers and concerns.

Oh, I'm so sorry you all are having to go through this. I went through something similar around this time last year with my father. *hugs*

[MizzSnakeBite]

I'd like a do-over. Of my entire effing life.

[*Ravenous*]

love all you lovely dims ladies thanks!!!!:smitten::smitten::smitten:

[LovelyLiz]

IC that I had a particularly long, rough day/evening for a lot of reasons, and I was really looking forward to coming home after teaching my night class and relaxing for a while...but when I opened the door to my apartment and it was filled with a weird musty smell.

I then discover that my hot water heater had exploded earlier in the day and my kitchen was full of hot water covering the floor with like a 1/2" of water, the floor was beginning to buckle, and everything in the storage space under the hot water heater was soaked. I've spent the last hour sweeping and mopping up the water out of the kitchen and taking stuff out of the storage cabinet to dry out.

Maybe I should go to sleep before something else happens...sigh.

[*Ravenous*]

IC that I had a particularly long, rough day/evening for a lot of reasons, and I was really looking forward to coming home after teaching my night class and relaxing for a while...but when I opened the door to my apartment and it was filled with a weird musty smell.

I then discover that my hot water heater had exploded earlier in the day and my kitchen was full of hot water covering the floor with like a 1/2" of water, the floor was beginning to buckle, and everything in the storage space under the hot water heater was soaked. I've spent the last hour sweeping and mopping up the water out of the kitchen and taking stuff out of the storage cabinet to dry out.

Maybe I should go to sleep before something else happens...sigh.

awww it will be ok...hopefully you dont have severe damage from all that hot water...but you will be just fine hun:kiss2:hugs!

[littlefairywren]

IC that I had a particularly long, rough day/evening for a lot of reasons, and I was really looking forward to coming home after teaching my night class and relaxing for a while...but when I opened the door to my apartment and it was filled with a weird musty smell.

I then discover that my hot water heater had exploded earlier in the day and my kitchen was full of hot water covering the floor with like a 1/2" of water, the floor was beginning to buckle, and everything in the storage space under the hot water heater was soaked. I've spent the last hour sweeping and mopping up the water out of the kitchen and taking stuff out of the storage cabinet to dry out.

Maybe I should go to sleep before something else happens...sigh.

I so hate when stuff like that happens, and it always happens at the worst possible moment. Hopefully you wont have too much damage ((((mcbeth))))
Think happy thoughts :)

[LovelyLiz]

I so hate when stuff like that happens, and it always happens at the worst possible moment. Hopefully you wont have too much damage ((((mcbeth))))
Think happy thoughts :)

awww it will be ok...hopefully you dont have severe damage from all that hot water...but you will be just fine hun:kiss2:hugs!

Thanks ladies. Yes, I will be fine...it's certainly not the end of the world at ALL! :)

Just a very frustrating day.

[nettie]

IC that I had a particularly long, rough day/evening for a lot of reasons, and I was really looking forward to coming home after teaching my night class and relaxing for a while...but when I opened the door to my apartment and it was filled with a weird musty smell.

I then discover that my hot water heater had exploded earlier in the day and my kitchen was full of hot water covering the floor with like a 1/2" of water, the floor was beginning to buckle, and everything in the storage space under the hot water heater was soaked. I've spent the last hour sweeping and mopping up the water out of the kitchen and taking stuff out of the storage cabinet to dry out.

Maybe I should go to sleep before something else happens...sigh.

Ugh! So sorry to hear this.

[nettie]

IC that once again, I was reminded tonight that guys really like boobs. :happy:

[Fyreflyintheskye]

ICT I support everyone who I feel needs me, and it makes me happy to do so, very privileged, in fact, to be someone people I adore confide in... I sincerely don't expect anything in return, but I'm not a robot, either. I get annoyed when many of those same people who routinely complain or are stressed out don't respond when I need encouragement or just a one-syllable note the rare times I complain about something aloud. I am not a vending machine and your self-absorbed behavior sometimes bothers me.

[Crystal]

IC that my usual studious self could not be more burned out on school if she tried.

I need to get away from this campus, this town. Has it been great to me? Absolutely. Am I tired of looking at the same four walls? Ditto.

5 more weeks until summer...

[Tau]

I'd like a do-over. Of my entire effing life.

Chick - OMG those days suck. Sending you love

[Tau]

IC that I had a particularly long, rough day/evening for a lot of reasons, and I was really looking forward to coming home after teaching my night class and relaxing for a while...but when I opened the door to my apartment and it was filled with a weird musty smell.

I then discover that my hot water heater had exploded earlier in the day and my kitchen was full of hot water covering the floor with like a 1/2" of water, the floor was beginning to buckle, and everything in the storage space under the hot water heater was soaked. I've spent the last hour sweeping and mopping up the water out of the kitchen and taking stuff out of the storage cabinet to dry out.

Maybe I should go to sleep before something else happens...sigh.

Ugh. So, so sorry. I'm having one of these kinds of days today. I just wanna go out and drown my sorrows in drink.

How did it work out though - did you manage to get it all cleaned up. Big hugs chick - that is just suckitude on another level.

[Tau]

I confess that today, right this minute, I am so fucking tired of taking care of myself and of other people. I want to be smothered in love and money. I want my every care and concern seen to by other people, preferably goodlooking and male. I don't want to have to think about how to fix things or screw stuff in or pay for things. I just want it to be somebody else's problem and not mine. I want to hand my life over and just drift - secure in the knowledge that I'm being steered towards happiness - even if it isn't completely of my own making. I know its not PC, or clever or brave - but I'm just so tired right now and I want life to WORK DAMMIT!!!

[luscious_lulu]

I confess that today, right this minute, I am so fucking tired of taking care of myself and of other people. I want to be smothered in love and money. I want my every care and concern seen to by other people, preferably goodlooking and male. I don't want to have to think about how to fix things or screw stuff in or pay for things. I just want it to be somebody else's problem and not mine. I want to hand my life over and just drift - secure in the knowledge that I'm being steered towards happiness - even if it isn't completely of my own making. I know its not PC, or clever or brave - but I'm just so tired right now and I want life to WORK DAMMIT!!!

(((hugs)))

[mszwebs]

I confess that this morning, I had a dream that Tau called me haha.

[littlefairywren]

I confess that today, right this minute, I am so fucking tired of taking care of myself and of other people. I want to be smothered in love and money. I want my every care and concern seen to by other people, preferably goodlooking and male. I don't want to have to think about how to fix things or screw stuff in or pay for things. I just want it to be somebody else's problem and not mine. I want to hand my life over and just drift - secure in the knowledge that I'm being steered towards happiness - even if it isn't completely of my own making. I know its not PC, or clever or brave - but I'm just so tired right now and I want life to WORK DAMMIT!!!

Stuff clever and brave! I hear you.....(((((Tau)))))

[LovelyLiz]

I confess that today, right this minute, I am so fucking tired of taking care of myself and of other people. I want to be smothered in love and money. I want my every care and concern seen to by other people, preferably goodlooking and male. I don't want to have to think about how to fix things or screw stuff in or pay for things. I just want it to be somebody else's problem and not mine. I want to hand my life over and just drift - secure in the knowledge that I'm being steered towards happiness - even if it isn't completely of my own making. I know its not PC, or clever or brave - but I'm just so tired right now and I want life to WORK DAMMIT!!!

Here's hoping the universe has lots of love to throw at you in the very near future. You're an awesome chica. (((BIG HUGS)))

[MizzSnakeBite]

Chick - OMG those days suck. Sending you love

Thanks so much; it means a lot :)

I confess that today, right this minute, I am so fucking tired of taking care of myself and of other people. I want to be smothered in love and money. I want my every care and concern seen to by other people, preferably goodlooking and male. I don't want to have to think about how to fix things or screw stuff in or pay for things. I just want it to be somebody else's problem and not mine. I want to hand my life over and just drift - secure in the knowledge that I'm being steered towards happiness - even if it isn't completely of my own making. I know its not PC, or clever or brave - but I'm just so tired right now and I want life to WORK DAMMIT!!!

(((HUGS))) to you. Man, do I wish this too.

[olwen]

I confess that today, right this minute, I am so fucking tired of taking care of myself and of other people. I want to be smothered in love and money. I want my every care and concern seen to by other people, preferably goodlooking and male. I don't want to have to think about how to fix things or screw stuff in or pay for things. I just want it to be somebody else's problem and not mine. I want to hand my life over and just drift - secure in the knowledge that I'm being steered towards happiness - even if it isn't completely of my own making. I know its not PC, or clever or brave - but I'm just so tired right now and I want life to WORK DAMMIT!!!

This I can relate to very much. Find a way to destress and relax and don't be afraid to tell people you just don't have time for their stress right now, or when they do come to you just tell them you think they should do what they want to do.

Hugs

[Tau]

I confess that this morning, I had a dream that Tau called me haha.

LOL! I hope I had something interesting to say - I'm terribly rambly and loud on the phone usually.

@All the other lovely ladies on the thread - thanks so much for the words - it means a lot to be able to come here and unload and know that I'm not the only one feeling what I feel. Major love to you all :wubu:

[Punkin1024]

IC that like Tau and Devi, I so often want to just wave a magic wand or step into a doorway to another world and start over. Don't you just wish there was a huge universal "re-do" button that you could hit at least once in your lifetime when you know you've made some huge mistakes that can never be erased? I'm there right now, I know it is depression and hormones messing with my mind, but dang it all, it is still there! All I can say is Ladies, I do so understand and if you ever find that button or doorway - take me along or send it my way!

[MizzSnakeBite]

IC that like Tau and Devi, I so often want to just wave a magic wand or step into a doorway to another world and start over. Don't you just wish there was a huge universal "re-do" button that you could hit at least once in your lifetime when you know you've made some huge mistakes that can never be erased? I'm there right now, I know it is depression and hormones messing with my mind, but dang it all, it is still there! All I can say is Ladies, I do so understand and if you ever find that button or doorway - take me along or send it my way!

Yup, with I could hit "re-do" on my entire life.

[Lamia]

IC that I hate my legs. They're so ugly. My cat decided to pee on the bathroom floor and I slipped and fell somehow straight down on my left knee. At 425 lbs you can imagine that wasn't an easy fall. My knee actually doesn't hurt that bad because all the fat protected it, but it busted a MILLION blood vessels. It is swollen and zig zagged with veins and vessels and I feel so ugly. :mad:

The worst part about the fall was laying on my back in cat urine and having to wriggle through it to get out of the doorway.

[LovelyLiz]

IC that I hate my legs. They're so ugly. My cat decided to pee on the bathroom floor and I slipped and fell somehow straight down on my left knee. At 425 lbs you can imagine that wasn't an easy fall. My knee actually doesn't hurt that bad because all the fat protected it, but it busted a MILLION blood vessels. It is swollen and zig zagged with veins and vessels and I feel so ugly. :mad:

The worst part about the fall was laying on my back in cat urine and having to wriggle through it to get out of the doorway.

Look, I don't know you at all...but you are so awesome! Wriggling through cat urine? Badass. And I'm sure your legs are f-ing hot. :)

[LovelyLiz]

IC that I hate my legs. They're so ugly. My cat decided to pee on the bathroom floor and I slipped and fell somehow straight down on my left knee. At 425 lbs you can imagine that wasn't an easy fall. My knee actually doesn't hurt that bad because all the fat protected it, but it busted a MILLION blood vessels. It is swollen and zig zagged with veins and vessels and I feel so ugly. :mad:

The worst part about the fall was laying on my back in cat urine and having to wriggle through it to get out of the doorway.

Look, I don't know you at all...but you are so awesome! Wriggling through cat urine? Badass. And I'm sure your legs are f-ing hot. :)

IC that when I wrote that response I was not what we would call "sober"...and I don't know what I was thinking...

Lamia - I'm sorry that happened to you! Sounds like a really unpleasant experience, and I hope your knee is okay. Hope your day is much better today! :)

[MizzSnakeBite]

IC that I hate my legs. They're so ugly. My cat decided to pee on the bathroom floor and I slipped and fell somehow straight down on my left knee. At 425 lbs you can imagine that wasn't an easy fall. My knee actually doesn't hurt that bad because all the fat protected it, but it busted a MILLION blood vessels. It is swollen and zig zagged with veins and vessels and I feel so ugly. :mad:

The worst part about the fall was laying on my back in cat urine and having to wriggle through it to get out of the doorway.

How terrible! What we have to put up with to have our fur babies!! I hope your leg heals quickly! Try to take it easy and be gentle with yourself!
Hugs,
Mizz

[KaliCurves]

IC That I'm really lonely tonight, I miss my kids, my fiance. I miss how life is suppose to be. I don't want to be sitting here alone on Sunday night. After being in a relationship for 18 years, and having kids home with you for 15 years. Its a really lonely feeling when no one is around any more. I don't miss my Ex at all. I just miss the company...:(:really sad::really sad:

[MizzSnakeBite]

IC That I'm really lonely tonight, I miss my kids, my fiance. I miss how life is suppose to be. I don't want to be sitting here alone on Sunday night. After being in a relationship for 18 years, and having kids home with you for 15 years. Its a really lonely feeling when no one is around any more. I don't miss my Ex at all. I just miss the company...:(:really sad::really sad:

((((HUGS))))

[BubbleButtBabe]

Hugsss to you ladies that are having such a crappy time in life..To tell you the truth I would not change 1 minute of my life even the times it was in the toilet! I would have missed all the great friends I have made over the years...I would have missed my children and my grandbaby and most of all I would have really missed the last few years I got to spend with my Mom and my brothers..

I am sorry Kali I know all about loneliness..It was hard getting use to being alone after both my kids left home but now I love it..I find stuff to do and at night I get to watch what I like without a conversation going on....LOL Fill the void with something you like hon,it helps a lot! I play a lot of games on Facebook and sing to my dog..

Lamia I hope your knee is okay and looking better today..Bless your heart..Wishing you a speedy recovery!

IC I am in this zone mentally and it is not a real nice place to be right now...I need to snap out of it so I can clean my house and get out and about since the weather is changing!!

[littlefairywren]

Hugsss to you ladies that are having such a crappy time in life..To tell you the truth I would not change 1 minute of my life even the times it was in the toilet! I would have missed all the great friends I have made over the years...I would have missed my children and my grandbaby and most of all I would have really missed the last few years I got to spend with my Mom and my brothers..

I am sorry Kali I know all about loneliness..It was hard getting use to being alone after both my kids left home but now I love it..I find stuff to do and at night I get to watch what I like without a conversation going on....LOL Fill the void with something you like hon,it helps a lot! I play a lot of games on Facebook and sing to my dog..

Lamia I hope your knee is okay and looking better today..Bless your heart..Wishing you a speedy recovery!

IC I am in this zone mentally and it is not a real nice place to be right now...I need to snap out of it so I can clean my house and get out and about since the weather is changing!!

I love when you pop up Bubble, it always makes me smile to see you here. (((HUGS))) and happy thoughts.

[Fluffy51888]

IC that I feel completley invisible sometimes. Sometimes it's nice. Sometimes it's not.

[MizzSnakeBite]

IC I am in this zone mentally and it is not a real nice place to be right now...I need to snap out of it so I can clean my house and get out and about since the weather is changing!!

Hope you start to perk up ASAP! :)

IC that I feel completley invisible sometimes. Sometimes it's nice. Sometimes it's not.

IC I often feel the same way.

Hugs to you!

[littlefairywren]

IC that I feel completley invisible sometimes. Sometimes it's nice. Sometimes it's not.

But remember Fluffy, you are never alone....(((hugs))) :)

[Tau]

IC that I feel completley invisible sometimes. Sometimes it's nice. Sometimes it's not.

I remember this feeling - it sucks big time. Hope it ends soon - you need to become visible to yourself. I don't want to go all mumbo jumboey on you but if you can see yourself for who and what you are, and not love everything but love the majority of you, even the grotty bits, then you won't feel invisible anymore. The first time I ever felt invisible was in university. All my childhood I was pretty much the centre of attention everywhere - or in my head LOL - and when I got to uni I was alone and unloved for the first time and I felt like I could stab myself in the eye and bleed to death on the side of the road and nobody would notice. So I took a step back, spent an enormouse amount of time with me not being the centre of attention and performing for the whole world, and came out the other end feeling amazing *hugz*

[Tau]

I confess to feeling a fairly intense bout of jealousy. We had a guy in our offices like 15 minutes ago doing a presentation. He's twenty fucking five and owns and runs and intensly successful youth research and marketing business with a client base that made me fucking drool. Whilst I feel like a grandma, I turn 28 this year and I'm STILL struggling to get my business to take off like I know it can. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

[Jes]

i confess that i think a LOT of clothing is going to go out to goodwill during this next spring cleaning.

[fat9276]

IC that I have a ton of energy and vibrance and want to dance and sing for hours!!! :D:p

[olwen]

IC that like Tau and Devi, I so often want to just wave a magic wand or step into a doorway to another world and start over. Don't you just wish there was a huge universal "re-do" button that you could hit at least once in your lifetime when you know you've made some huge mistakes that can never be erased? I'm there right now, I know it is depression and hormones messing with my mind, but dang it all, it is still there! All I can say is Ladies, I do so understand and if you ever find that button or doorway - take me along or send it my way!

I actually might hesitate to hit the re-do button cause what if it changes things around so much that while you got something right, something else important went wrong, then you'd have to re-do that...what if it put me in an endless re-do loop where I'm spending all my time trying to fix the past rather than being in the present or looking to the future...that seems kinda scary to me. There are a couple things I wish had gone differently, but I learned from all those mistakes. I wouldn't want to loose that knowledge. Basically I'd be afraid that changing something in the past could cause something worse to happen in the future...guess that would make me a pessimist...

[calauria]

I C that I feel very depressed, right now. I only attract those who only want sex or are trying to use me in some way. And, me saying no doesn't matter they will try to even trick me into getting what they want from me. I know that other women go through this same thing...but the thing is is that I don't have supportive people, people that I'm close to, people who love me for me in my life, so I have to deal with all this stress and bad days...etc..etc... all by myself....It's not easy....I don't know how much more I can take...I'm trying my hardest to be strong..but.......

[calauria]

IC that I hate my legs. They're so ugly. My cat decided to pee on the bathroom floor and I slipped and fell somehow straight down on my left knee. At 425 lbs you can imagine that wasn't an easy fall. My knee actually doesn't hurt that bad because all the fat protected it, but it busted a MILLION blood vessels. It is swollen and zig zagged with veins and vessels and I feel so ugly. :mad:

The worst part about the fall was laying on my back in cat urine and having to wriggle through it to get out of the doorway.

*hugs* hope your knee gets better soon.

[olwen]

I C that I feel very depressed, right now. I only attract those who only want sex or are trying to use me in some way. And, me saying no doesn't matter they will try to even trick me into getting what they want from me. I know that other women go through this same thing...but the thing is is that I don't have supportive people, people that I'm close to, people who love me for me in my life, so I have to deal with all this stress and bad days...etc..etc... all by myself....It's not easy....I don't know how much more I can take...I'm trying my hardest to be strong..but.......

I hate guys like that too. What pisses me off more is that they honestly think we are stupid enough to fall for their ridiculous bullshit. It's almost like they don't think fat girls are worth the effort to even use worthwhile tricks. That is just plain boring. Don't stress over guys like that. They aren't worth the effort. You can always come here and vent and get some virtual hugs. :)

[calauria]

I hate guys like that too. What pisses me off more is that they honestly think we are stupid enough to fall for their ridiculous bullshit. It's almost like they don't think fat girls are worth the effort to even use worthwhile tricks. That is just plain boring. Don't stress over guys like that. They aren't worth the effort. You can always come here and vent and get some virtual hugs. :)

Thanks, dear!! I think I'm just gonna put dating on the back burning for a long while, stressing me out too much. It always has. I'm just gonna do my thing and enjoy my life. Does a person really have to have an active dating life to enjoy life to be considered healthy do they?? Even if dating stresses a person out??

I just think life is showing me that being in the dating game is more trouble than it's worth and maybe it is just not for me.

[MizzSnakeBite]

I C that I feel very depressed, right now. I only attract those who only want sex or are trying to use me in some way. And, me saying no doesn't matter they will try to even trick me into getting what they want from me. I know that other women go through this same thing...but the thing is is that I don't have supportive people, people that I'm close to, people who love me for me in my life, so I have to deal with all this stress and bad days...etc..etc... all by myself....It's not easy....I don't know how much more I can take...I'm trying my hardest to be strong..but.......

Hugs to you!

[Fluffy51888]

IC that I love all of the wonderful ladies on this forum! You guys always lift my spirits and y'all are amazing!!!

I also confess that I got a haircut today, with those cute little side-swept bangs? And she cut them too short. And they are not cute. :p

[Tau]

I C that I feel very depressed, right now. I only attract those who only want sex or are trying to use me in some way. And, me saying no doesn't matter they will try to even trick me into getting what they want from me. I know that other women go through this same thing...but the thing is is that I don't have supportive people, people that I'm close to, people who love me for me in my life, so I have to deal with all this stress and bad days...etc..etc... all by myself....It's not easy....I don't know how much more I can take...I'm trying my hardest to be strong..but.......

Big, big hugz chick - thinking of you cos this isnt easy :( I'm in the same boat with regards to the booty call characters. All I can say is that my vagina has been on lockdown for a while now just cos all the casual stuff was getting unhealthy. Just stay true to what you feel and what your body and mind want - don't feel pushed into stuff by horny, selfish guys - and we may not be right there with you but if you need to talk Cala, drop me a mail and I'll bitch and moan right along with you :p

[Jes]

I confess that I feel blubbery, today. Very blubbery. FULL of blubber!!

[LovelyLiz]

I confess that I feel blubbery, today. Very blubbery. FULL of blubber!!

This reminds me, I just read a great article about Judy Blume the other day.

Enjoy your jiggly day, Jes.

[Jes]

This reminds me, I just read a great article about Judy Blume the other day.

Enjoy your jiggly day, Jes.

blubbery and piggy, frankly.

[DitzyBrunette]

IC that I am really super proud of myself right now. There was a guy who I was dating casually for a while but it never went further and when I realized it wasn't gonna go further it was kinda depressing. I had fallen pretty hard for him so that hurt bad. It took me a long time to get over him because I knew I didn't want to lose him as a friend, but I also knew - despite how I felt for him - that we just don't work as a couple. So, I (selfishly) took a 9 month hiatus from he and I seeing each other, just stopped all contact, but we recently became friends again and we're having a great time being just friends, which a couple of years ago I NEVER would have thought was possible. I truly can't even picture myself kissing this dude anymore, which is great! So, the proud of myself moment is I know a girl who I met on MySpace a few yrs ago and we hadn't talked in a while but I saw her a couple of weeks ago on my friends Facebook and I thought Hmmm.. she and My Guy Friend would be a pretty great match.. and without hesitation I emailed them both to set it up. Like, it doesn't even bother me that someone I cared pretty deeply for would be dating someone that I picked out. It feels really really good to be over him, to be so selfless haha, and to possibly be making two people really happy if it does work out (which I really think it would!)

[calauria]

This reminds me, I just read a great article about Judy Blume the other day.

Enjoy your jiggly day, Jes.

lol!! I love that book!!:)

[Green Eyed Fairy]

IC that I am really super proud of myself right now. There was a guy who I was dating casually for a while but it never went further and when I realized it wasn't gonna go further it was kinda depressing. I had fallen pretty hard for him so that hurt bad. It took me a long time to get over him because I knew I didn't want to lose him as a friend, but I also knew - despite how I felt for him - that we just don't work as a couple. So, I (selfishly) took a 9 month hiatus from he and I seeing each other, just stopped all contact, but we recently became friends again and we're having a great time being just friends, which a couple of years ago I NEVER would have thought was possible. I truly can't even picture myself kissing this dude anymore, which is great! So, the proud of myself moment is I know a girl who I met on MySpace a few yrs ago and we hadn't talked in a while but I saw her a couple of weeks ago on my friends Facebook and I thought Hmmm.. she and My Guy Friend would be a pretty great match.. and without hesitation I emailed them both to set it up. Like, it doesn't even bother me that someone I cared pretty deeply for would be dating someone that I picked out. It feels really really good to be over him, to be so selfless haha, and to possibly be making two people really happy if it does work out (which I really think it would!)

I liked reading this post....and think that you should be proud of yourself. Very mature and selfless thing you did there. I hope it works out between your friends :)

[Lamia]

Look, I don't know you at all...but you are so awesome! Wriggling through cat urine? Badass. And I'm sure your legs are f-ing hot. :)

LOL I love this post!!I think I will add this to my 10 steps to being a bad ass #5. Wriggle through cat urine.

How terrible! What we have to put up with to have our fur babies!! I hope your leg heals quickly! Try to take it easy and be gentle with yourself!
Hugs,
Mizz

Thanks!! He’s almost 17 years old and he pees everywhere, but the damn litter box. I love him anyway. *sigh*

*hugs* hope your knee gets better soon.
*huggles* thank you!!


Lamia I hope your knee is okay and looking better today..Bless your heart..Wishing you a speedy recovery!


Thank you for wishing me well!!

[DitzyBrunette]

I liked reading this post....and think that you should be proud of yourself. Very mature and selfless thing you did there. I hope it works out between your friends :)

Thanks :happy: So far so good, I gave them each others phone numbers and they've been chatting for a couple of days now. I told them, I get first pick at front row seats at the wedding :D

[Punkin1024]

I actually might hesitate to hit the re-do button cause what if it changes things around so much that while you got something right, something else important went wrong, then you'd have to re-do that...what if it put me in an endless re-do loop where I'm spending all my time trying to fix the past rather than being in the present or looking to the future...that seems kinda scary to me. There are a couple things I wish had gone differently, but I learned from all those mistakes. I wouldn't want to loose that knowledge. Basically I'd be afraid that changing something in the past could cause something worse to happen in the future...guess that would make me a pessimist...

Olwen - yup, the "re-do" button is probably a bad idea. However, the stepping into another world and starting over fresh (with the idea that you keep all lessons learned up to that point), might just be the better choice for me. Of course, that is not gonna happen (unless you all know something I don't), so I'm learning to deal with the life I've been given. Sigh!

[Inhibited]

IC.. I'm seriously thinking of ordering a snuggie, they have 2 for the price of one offer at the moment....

[Lamia]

IC.. I'm seriously thinking of ordering a snuggie, they have 2 for the price of one offer at the moment....

I have a "Nightmare before X-mas" snuggie it's really warm!

IC that I bought my boyfriend and I each a sammich on the way home from work. I bought 2 cinnamon raisin biscuits too. My boyfriend never got his biscuit I handed him his sammich...with a bite out of it. I was so hungry I ate mine, both biscuits and a bite out of his. That is the first stereotypical fat girl thing I've ever done. I felt like Dom Deloise in Fatso when he went to get food and ate it all. My boyfriend laughed when I showed him his sammich. I never told him about the biscuit.

I feel bad about myself. :(

[Green Eyed Fairy]

I have a "Nightmare before X-mas" snuggie it's really warm!

IC that I bought my boyfriend and I each a sammich on the way home from work. I bought 2 cinnamon raisin biscuits too. My boyfriend never got his biscuit I handed him his sammich...with a bite out of it. I was so hungry I ate mine, both biscuits and a bite out of his. That is the first stereotypical fat girl thing I've ever done. I felt like Dom Deloise in Fatso when he went to get food and ate it all. My boyfriend laughed when I showed him his sammich. I never told him about the biscuit.

I feel bad about myself. :(

Don't. The food isn't worth all that emotion....it will never love you back.

Just buy an extra biscuit or sandwich next time ;)

[olwen]

Olwen - yup, the "re-do" button is probably a bad idea. However, the stepping into another world and starting over fresh (with the idea that you keep all lessons learned up to that point), might just be the better choice for me. Of course, that is not gonna happen (unless you all know something I don't), so I'm learning to deal with the life I've been given. Sigh!

I always just wished we came with a manual with an extensive trouble shooting guide. But I'm sure like any manual there would be problems the manual doesn't cover and it would be obsolete in two years. LOL

I wouldn't want to start my life over again either...it hasn't exactly been filled with sunshine and roses. I keep hoping the future will be better than the past has been...

[Dmitra]

IC to being overwhelmed by the usual things in every day life lately and not being able to be as supportive to you, my online friends. Just know that I'm reading and quietly hoping for the best for everyone.

I also confess to killing off the non-anonymous crush thread (apparently). /sigh lol

[LovelyLiz]

IC to being overwhelmed by the usual things in every day life lately and not being able to be as supportive to you, my online friends. Just know that I'm reading and quietly hoping for the best for everyone.

I also confess to killing off the non-anonymous crush thread (apparently). /sigh lol

Sorry you're feeling overwhelmed, DameQ. Hope you have some time today to just sit and breathe and be. Hang in there. :)

Also, why do you think you killed off the crush thread? I looked at your posts in there, and other than having crushes on what seem to be common choices in these here parts (which you acknowledged), nothing murderous about them... So, eh? They don't seem like thread-kills to me.

[luscious_lulu]

Sometimes I enjoy being a bitch.

[MizzSnakeBite]

Don't. The food isn't worth all that emotion....it will never love you back.

Just buy an extra biscuit or sandwich next time ;)

Listen to The Master, Greenie! :bow:



I wouldn't want to start my life over again either...it hasn't exactly been filled with sunshine and roses. I keep hoping the future will be better than the past has been...

Same here.

IC to being overwhelmed by the usual things in every day life lately and not being able to be as supportive to you, my online friends. Just know that I'm reading and quietly hoping for the best for everyone.

I also confess to killing off the non-anonymous crush thread (apparently). /sigh lol

Sorry to hear that. :( I certainly do understand. I've been so scattered and on and off too. Hopefully things will turn up.

I don't think you killed the crush thread!! :)


Also, why do you think you killed off the crush thread? I looked at your posts in there, and other than having crushes on what seem to be common choices in these here parts (which you acknowledged), nothing murderous about them... So, eh? They don't seem like thread-kills to me.

Listen to her :)

Sometimes I enjoy being a bitch.

I do too. ;)

[Tau]

Sometimes I enjoy being a bitch.

LOL! Me too - it feels awesome unleashing the inner bitch now and then :D

[Tau]

IC that right now I'm actually content. I slept well for the first time in over a month this afternoon and I'm not going to work all week and I'm loved and I adore my little house and I'm watching Battle Star Galactica :D Right now life is awesome!

[MizzSnakeBite]

LOL! Me too - it feels awesome unleashing the inner bitch now and then :D

I sooo agree! :D

IC that right now I'm actually content. I slept for the first time in over a month this afternoon and I'm not going to work all week and I'm loved and I adore my little house and I'm watching Battle Star Galactica :D Right now life is awesome!

Wonderful; I'm so happy for you :happy:

[luscious_lulu]

I think my cat has diabetes. I'm taking him to the vet tonight. :(

[KaliCurves]

I was sick on Easter and I lost 11 lbs in just a few days. I'm not sure to happy or sad about it....:confused:

[Green Eyed Fairy]

I was sick on Easter and I lost 11 lbs in just a few days. I'm not sure to happy or sad about it....:confused:

If you're anything like me, you will find them again soon enough.....:p

Sorry you were sick. Hope you're okay now :)

[KaliCurves]

LOL Im sure I will. Eh Im weak, I have been trying to drink lots of water,a nd eat good foods and try and get my strength back. I just feel yucky and tired. I want to sleep A LOT If you're anything like me, you will find them again soon enough.....:p

Sorry you were sick. Hope you're okay now :)

[Green Eyed Fairy]

LOL Im sure I will. Eh Im weak, I have been trying to drink lots of water,a nd eat good foods and try and get my strength back. I just feel yucky and tired. I want to sleep A LOT

Sounds like a good plan- hope you are recovered soon



IC that this is one of the most beautiful pieces of music I have ever heard in my life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAO6zd-q48E&feature=PlayList&p=1A10732AD859AAF1&playnext_from=PL&playnext=14&index=13

[Fluffy51888]

IC that I am completley frustrated with plus size clothing right now. :mad:

[kayrae]

really excited to see Leah again :)

[KaliCurves]

IC I have to go see a back specialist in a couple hours, and I don't want to go. I know all he is going to do is blame my back issues on my weight. even though I have had back pain since I was in my early teens, and I only weighed 110-130 then.

IC I might be going through depression. All I want to do is sleep, or the time change really has me messed up still. I don't know what is going on with my body.

[Your Plump Princess]

IC that I am completley frustrated with plus size clothing right now. :mad:
Me too, Me. Too.

[luscious_lulu]

IC I have to go see a back specialist in a couple hours, and I don't want to go. I know all he is going to do is blame my back issues on my weight. even though I have had back pain since I was in my early teens, and I only weighed 110-130 then.

IC I might be going through depression. All I want to do is sleep, or the time change really has me messed up still. I don't know what is going on with my body.

Don't let the doctor getting away with blaming the pain on your weight.

[littlefairywren]

I think my cat has diabetes. I'm taking him to the vet tonight. :(

I hope your pussy cat will be ok lulu....crossing my fingers!

[KaliCurves]

He did, He said there is nothing he can do that I need to lose weight. He said its going to be a long slow process. I need to learn to deal with the pain. He said I need to get a Tens unit, and wear it, my insurance wont pay for it. That I need to lost weight, and take a Pilates class, and continue with the pain medication that was prescribed to me.

:mad:

Don't let the doctor getting away with blaming the pain on your weight.

[nettie]

IC that this is one of the most beautiful pieces of music I have ever heard in my life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAO6zd-q48E&feature=PlayList&p=1A10732AD859AAF1&playnext_from=PL&playnext=14&index=13

omg. I so agree with you! I've loved this piece since I first saw The Piano.

[luscious_lulu]

I hope your pussy cat will be ok lulu....crossing my fingers!

Thanks, I'm just waiting to hear back about the the test results.

[luscious_lulu]

Thanks, I'm just waiting to hear back about the the test results.

He has diabetes and will be going on insulin. All things considered I'm ok with it.

[Fat.n.sassy]

LOL! Me too - it feels awesome unleashing the inner bitch now and then :D

I agree with Tau and Luscious-LuLu!

In fact on Tuesday I'm quite sure I was fully running on bitch power alone! (that's what it felt like anyway):p

[Fluffy51888]

IC that I have a totally innocent (okay, maybe not always so innocent :p) crush on a guy that has no idea I exist, and who I've never met. I have a boyfriend and am 100% happy. But I can't help but look. Dayuuuuum.

[littlefairywren]

He has diabetes and will be going on insulin. All things considered I'm ok with it.

Hugs for your kitty...at least you know what was ailing him, and he will have the right care :)

[MizzSnakeBite]

I was sick on Easter and I lost 11 lbs in just a few days. I'm not sure to happy or sad about it....:confused:

Oh my! I hope you're feeling better!

IC that I am completley frustrated with plus size clothing right now. :mad:

Same here.


He did, He said there is nothing he can do that I need to lose weight. He said its going to be a long slow process. I need to learn to deal with the pain. He said I need to get a Tens unit, and wear it, my insurance wont pay for it. That I need to lost weight, and take a Pilates class, and continue with the pain medication that was prescribed to me.

:mad:

(((HUGS)))

Sometimes if the dr writes a letter to the insurance company saying that such and such is medically necessary, they'll cover it. He might be willing to do that for you regarding the TENS unit.

He has diabetes and will be going on insulin. All things considered I'm ok with it.

I'm sure your baby will do just fine! Chin skritches to your puddy tat!

[MisticalMisty]

He did, He said there is nothing he can do that I need to lose weight. He said its going to be a long slow process. I need to learn to deal with the pain. He said I need to get a Tens unit, and wear it, my insurance wont pay for it. That I need to lost weight, and take a Pilates class, and continue with the pain medication that was prescribed to me.

:mad:

Umm...You may be able to get a good Tens Unit at a pawn shop...or if you know anyone into BDSM...ask them if they know where to get a good, inexpensive one.

Don't ask me how I know..LOL Just trust :blush:

[MizzSnakeBite]

Umm...You may be able to get a good Tens Unit at a pawn shop...or if you know anyone into BDSM...ask them if they know where to get a good, inexpensive one.

Don't ask me how I know..LOL Just trust :blush:

<snicker!> :D

[Crystal]

IC that I'm going on 21 years old and I'm sitting on my bed, just out of the shower, still naked with a towel on my head, doing a Disney word search puzzle with a crayon.

Go me. :happy:

[DitzyBrunette]

or if you know anyone into BDSM...ask them if they know where to get a good, inexpensive one.

Don't ask me how I know..LOL Just trust :blush:

This IS the confessions thread.. :D

[MisticalMisty]

This IS the confessions thread.. :D

HA..lol I'll never tell :p


Here is my confession for the night:

I've caught flack over the last few weeks for my decision to move to Texas. You know what..when I look over and see my husband smiling back at me..I know that I made the right decision and I have absolutely no regrets. Times are tough for us right now, but we have a blessing coming. Don't know what, when or how, but I know it's coming.

[Fat.n.sassy]

I confess that at a party/bon fire some friends were having, my husband leaned back into me and sighed happily. I said into the group, "Ah, one of the many benefits of having a fat wife!" (got lots of raised eyebrows, but a few knowing smiles too! ;) )

[Punkin1024]

Hello ladies!

Just dropping in for a bit to let you all know that my MIL is going home tomorrow! She had a 2 week stay at the local nursing home and I guess that was enough for her and she really got with it in eating and doing therapy. She is able to walk a little with a walker and will be able to do things for herself. I was amazed to hear the news because I thought she had given up on trying.
Thank you all for your good thoughts.

I also confess that I miss this place! Hugs to all of you!

[Fat.n.sassy]

Hello ladies!

Just dropping in for a bit to let you all know that my MIL is going home tomorrow! She had a 2 week stay at the local nursing home and I guess that was enough for her and she really got with it in eating and doing therapy. She is able to walk a little with a walker and will be able to do things for herself. I was amazed to hear the news because I thought she had given up on trying.
Thank you all for your good thoughts.

I also confess that I miss this place! Hugs to all of you!

Congratulations to your MIL! That's great! Do you think she'll continue to do well at home? (((Hugs))) to you too!

[olwen]

Hello ladies!

Just dropping in for a bit to let you all know that my MIL is going home tomorrow! She had a 2 week stay at the local nursing home and I guess that was enough for her and she really got with it in eating and doing therapy. She is able to walk a little with a walker and will be able to do things for herself. I was amazed to hear the news because I thought she had given up on trying.
Thank you all for your good thoughts.

I also confess that I miss this place! Hugs to all of you!

That's good to hear. Glad she's doing better.

[littlefairywren]

Hello ladies!

Just dropping in for a bit to let you all know that my MIL is going home tomorrow! She had a 2 week stay at the local nursing home and I guess that was enough for her and she really got with it in eating and doing therapy. She is able to walk a little with a walker and will be able to do things for herself. I was amazed to hear the news because I thought she had given up on trying.
Thank you all for your good thoughts.

I also confess that I miss this place! Hugs to all of you!

That is wonderful news Punkin! ((hugs))

[OneWickedAngel]

Hello ladies!

Just dropping in for a bit to let you all know that my MIL is going home tomorrow! She had a 2 week stay at the local nursing home and I guess that was enough for her and she really got with it in eating and doing therapy. She is able to walk a little with a walker and will be able to do things for herself. I was amazed to hear the news because I thought she had given up on trying.
Thank you all for your good thoughts.

I also confess that I miss this place! Hugs to all of you!

Oh that's wonderful news, Ella! Hugs right back at you!

[mpls_girl26]

Umm...You may be able to get a good Tens Unit at a pawn shop...or if you know anyone into BDSM...ask them if they know where to get a good, inexpensive one.

Don't ask me how I know..LOL Just trust :blush:

And that person may be able to tell you of all the fun and interesting attachments that can be used with the Tens Unit as well. It's amazing the minds of perverts...lol.

[Crystal]

IC that Crystal needs some sex.

The end.

[Aust99]

IC that Crystal needs some sex.

The end.

:eek: Meee too!!!

[Fluffy51888]

IC that Crystal needs some sex.

The end.

LOL. Okay, TWO much needed laughs tonight! :)

[littlefairywren]

IC that Crystal needs some sex.

The end.

:eek: Meee too!!!

I need me some action too. My god, do I ever!! ;) I spotted the most beautiful man in the shops today....and it was all I could do, to not launch myself at him lol.

[Tau]

I need me some action too. My god, do I ever!! ;) I spotted the most beautiful man in the shops today....and it was all I could do, to not launch myself at him lol.

LOL! I cannot tell you how often I am overcome by this urge :p

I confess that all I want to do is lie in bed, cuddle, read, write, watch endless battlestar gallactica and VD and the simpsons and stuff my fat little face regularly *sigh*

[Crystal]

IC that I have a HUGE crush on Geof from Ace of Cakes.

Not sure if that goes in line with my last confession or not, but...yeah. :happy:

[Dmitra]

I confess I'm worried about seeing my aunt and uncle again despite my excitement. It's been over 25 years since we've seen each other and I've accumulated about 120 lbs since then. My aunt has never been mean about weight but she has been a chronic dieter and I hate disappointing her on any level, even as I've become self-accepting. Been trying to bolster myself up mentally but it's been nagging at me with greater frequency the closer I get to leaving.

On top of that I'm also a little nervous about squashing into the buses for the round trip through Canada but, hey, it'll still be great to see more of the country. :)

[archivaltype]

IC that this weekend was fabulous and it really recharged my lifeless batteries. I feel capable again! :bounce:

I also confess I'm in that funny everything-reminds-me-of-home mood and maybeeee a I'm a little homesick. :p

[spiritangel]

IC that I am missing snuggling, now that I am single ( and to be honest probably even before that)

[DitzyBrunette]

IC.. I listen to Justin Bieber. That's right I said it. His song, Baby, is constantly stuck in my head. He's so adorable and his songs are catchy.

[BubbleButtBabe]

Great news Ella :)!!!

IC I am so tired after a week with my lil chickadee that I need a vacation! 4 year old have way to much energy!....LOL

[CastingPearls]

IC that it's not over. I thought it was but it isn't. And I don't know if that's good or bad.

[Fluffy51888]

IC that I haven't seen my boyfriend in almost 3 months, and every time my best friend talks about seeing her boyfriend (who lives a hour and a half away) I turn into an insanely jealous bitch. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I'm angry that it's easier for them to see each other than it is for me and my boyfriend. :(

[DitzyBrunette]

IC that I haven't seen my boyfriend in almost 3 months, and every time my best friend talks about seeing her boyfriend (who lives a hour and a half away) I turn into an insanely jealous bitch. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I'm angry that it's easier for them to see each other than it is for me and my boyfriend. :(

That sucks, especially being around other happy couples. Where does your bf live?

[Fluffy51888]

He lives in NC, but it's a little over 3 hours away. Not too terribly far, but our situations keep us from seeing each other. *sigh*

[littlefairywren]

He lives in NC, but it's a little over 3 hours away. Not too terribly far, but our situations keep us from seeing each other. *sigh*

(((Hugs))) little chickadee, one day it will get easier :)

[Punkin1024]

IC that I've not played any games on FB since last Friday night and I'm not feeling any withdrawals. I guess I'm finally figuring out that watching recorded episodes of Leverage gives me sweeter dreams! ;)

[msbard90]

IC that today was the best day I've had in the longest time :happy:

[Jes]

I confess that I learned how to give cats injections last night and I did a bad job. I had to practice on Stevie, the house cat at the Vet's ofc, and not my own (yay!), and I felt bad. But, the second time I was much better. those poor house cats have to earn their keep! SORRY, STEVIE.

[Weeze]

I had the cutest conversation with my mom tonight. It went like this.
I was sitting at the laptop (screen facing a wall away from family) and I chuckled at myself being all over-achieve-y in the bath and body works thread (http://www.dimensionsmagazine.com/forums/showthread.php?t=71822).

Mom: What are you laughing at?
Kris:Oh, i'm just a geek.
Mom: Why? What are you doing?
Kris: There's a thread on a forum i post on about bath and body works and I'm way too excited about it.
Mom: What kind of forum? What are you doing?
Kris: It's one of the fat people forums mom, it's all good. No biggie.
Mom: Why would you talk about bath and body works on there?
Kris: It's just part of the forums that's about anything you want, just without a fat stigma attached.
*At this point, she looks at little confused*
Mom: Oh, ok... well then... I am fat, and I like white citrus. You can tell them.

It was cute :p she, FOR ONCE, did not get weird about "the fat people stuff" and was pretty chill about it :D

And just so you all know... my mom is fat... and likes white citrus.

[Surlysomething]

I had the cutest conversation with my mom tonight. It went like this.
I was sitting at the laptop (screen facing a wall away from family) and I chuckled at myself being all over-achieve-y in the bath and body works thread (http://www.dimensionsmagazine.com/forums/showthread.php?t=71822).

Mom: What are you laughing at?
Kris:Oh, i'm just a geek.
Mom: Why? What are you doing?
Kris: There's a thread on a forum i post on about bath and body works and I'm way too excited about it.
Mom: What kind of forum? What are you doing?
Kris: It's one of the fat people forums mom, it's all good. No biggie.
Mom: Why would you talk about bath and body works on there?
Kris: It's just part of the forums that's about anything you want, just without a fat stigma attached.
*At this point, she looks at little confused*
Mom: Oh, ok... well then... I am fat, and I like white citrus. You can tell them.

It was cute :p she, FOR ONCE, did not get weird about "the fat people stuff" and was pretty chill about it :D

And just so you all know... my mom is fat... and likes white citrus.

Haha. That rocks.

Baby steps for some people, chica. :)

[Jes]

i confess that i'm disappointed that someone just made a somewhat unflattering size comment and I said nothing b/c I just couldn't think of what to say or how to say it. I know I'm gonna stew over this for another few hours...

[LovelyLiz]

i confess that i'm disappointed that someone just made a somewhat unflattering size comment and I said nothing b/c I just couldn't think of what to say or how to say it. I know I'm gonna stew over this for another few hours...

That sucks. Sorry, Jes.
Sometimes I think the worst part is replaying the scene afterward over and over, trying to figure out what the "perfect" response would have been; so we're not caught voiceless again. People can be insensitive jackasses. I hope this person's jackassery is quickly forgotten.
{{{HUGS}}} to you! (fat ones!)

[Jes]

That sucks. Sorry, Jes.
Sometimes I think the worst part is replaying the scene afterward over and over, trying to figure out what the "perfect" response would have been; so we're not caught voiceless again. People can be insensitive jackasses. I hope this person's jackassery is quickly forgotten.
{{{HUGS}}} to you! (fat ones!)

I think I should simply have said: Wow. That's very intolerant. And I should've left it there. It's not antagonistic, it's not a 'You' statement ('you shouldn't say that' 'you are wrong' whatever) so it's less personal/aggressive. And it doesn't disrupt the flow of the conversation, as there were 2 other people with us, talking about giving gifts. Next time. Next time. I'm not usually speechless. :)

[msbard90]

I think I should simply have said: Wow. That's very intolerant. And I should've left it there. It's not antagonistic, it's not a 'You' statement ('you shouldn't say that' 'you are wrong' whatever) so it's less personal/aggressive. And it doesn't disrupt the flow of the conversation, as there were 2 other people with us, talking about giving gifts. Next time. Next time. I'm not usually speechless. :)

I hope there isn't a next time, but if there is, at least you'll know what to say :)

[luscious_lulu]

I had the cutest conversation with my mom tonight. It went like this.
I was sitting at the laptop (screen facing a wall away from family) and I chuckled at myself being all over-achieve-y in the bath and body works thread (http://www.dimensionsmagazine.com/forums/showthread.php?t=71822).

Mom: What are you laughing at?
Kris:Oh, i'm just a geek.
Mom: Why? What are you doing?
Kris: There's a thread on a forum i post on about bath and body works and I'm way too excited about it.
Mom: What kind of forum? What are you doing?
Kris: It's one of the fat people forums mom, it's all good. No biggie.
Mom: Why would you talk about bath and body works on there?
Kris: It's just part of the forums that's about anything you want, just without a fat stigma attached.
*At this point, she looks at little confused*
Mom: Oh, ok... well then... I am fat, and I like white citrus. You can tell them.

It was cute :p she, FOR ONCE, did not get weird about "the fat people stuff" and was pretty chill about it :D

And just so you all know... my mom is fat... and likes white citrus.

Too cute! I'm glad she is coming around.

[Surlysomething]

I confess to struggling with my weight right now. Especially my emotional/destructive eating habits. I wish I could stop the train wreck that it is but I usually only realize what i've done after i've done it.

I don't want to be skinny or anything, but I would like to take off this 20 lbs of anger and disappointment that I gained in the last 6 months.

I confess to also buying a really cute new red shirt, comfy black athletic capris and new panties! I still like to look good. :p

[msbard90]

I confess to struggling with my weight right now. Especially my emotional/destructive eating habits. I wish I could stop the train wreck that it is but I usually only realize what i've done after i've done it.

I don't want to be skinny or anything, but I would like to take off this 20 lbs of anger and disappointment that I gained in the last 6 months.

I confess to also buying a really cute new red shirt, comfy black athletic capris and new panties! I still like to look good. :p

Surly,
I know you look beautiful at any size, but if you want to lose some weight, a good way to let loose of stress is by being active, like taking a walk (you know, I don't need to explain lol). It helps me out a lot.
xoxo

[Lamia]

I confess that in 5th grade I called Michelle G and told her that Scott W broke up with her so they would break up. It turns out they just talked the next day and were back together. No one knew who called. I was smart and watched TV and put a sock over the mouth piece and changed my voice. They blamed it on two other people. I never fessed up until now.

:D:blush::doh:

god I was so lame. :(

[msbard90]

I confess that in 5th grade I called Michelle G and told her that Scott W broke up with her so they would break up. It turns out they just talked the next day and were back together. No one knew who called. I was smart and watched TV and put a sock over the mouth piece and changed my voice. They blamed it on two other people. I never fessed up until now.

:D:blush::doh:

god I was so lame. :(


LOL how funny!

[Saoirse]

I confess that in 5th grade I called Michelle G and told her that Scott W broke up with her so they would break up. It turns out they just talked the next day and were back together. No one knew who called. I was smart and watched TV and put a sock over the mouth piece and changed my voice. They blamed it on two other people. I never fessed up until now.

:D:blush::doh:

god I was so lame. :(

Its cool. In 9th grade, my bff and I somehow broke up our two friends that were dating, cause I was crushin' on the guy. :blush: All that, and I never did go out with him!

edit- and I never got to go out with him cause he was foolin' around with my bff... who is a gay boy. HAHAHAHA!

[jdsumm]

IC I had to stop giving my trust to my best friend of the past 11 years. IC it was very hard for me to do. IC I can be overly trusting, I forgive easily, and I don't hold grudges-I know those are all very good things and I don't want to stop being that way-but at some point I have to stop sharing my trust and good, bad, and ugly of who I am with someone who violates that trust and twists my weaknesses against me for their own gain. I guess today is that day. IC doing the right thing isn't always easy. I am going to miss him, especially all the laughter we share. UGH what at depressing post. IC I gotta start posting around here more often, and not just when I am bumming out or irritated.

[msbard90]

(I know I'm gonna get a lot of flack for this.. .hope not though....)
IC that men suck. I should just be a lesbian because the amount of guys that have let me down is sickening.... :(

[spiritangel]

Hugs jdsmum its never easy to let people out of our lives we care for, but sometimes its necessary for our self preservation


IC I have been spinning around my room in my new dress like a little girl who has just gotten her first party dress, and I cant stop looking at it hanging on the wardrobe and being soo happy that it really does fit meaning I have lost weight and kept it off yay (not aiming for loosing weight but sure helps when buying clothes)

[Weeze]

IC that men suck. I should just be a lesbian

forgive me if i'm being sensitive, but i hate hate hate when women say this. i really feel like it's demeaning to the experiences of a lesbian/queer woman.

[LovelyLiz]

(I know I'm gonna get a lot of flack for this.. .hope not though....)
IC that men suck. I should just be a lesbian because the amount of guys that have let me down is sickening.... :(

I totally relate to that at times, in terms of feeling like my female friends are able to be there for me in ways that guys in my life usually can't be (tho I do have a couple stellar guy friends who consistently rock hard). But then guys in my life sometimes pull through in different ways. I dunno.

I agree with Weeze that the lesbian angle is not a good way to express it tho, so I'm glad she said something. Still, I get the sentiment behind it, and I'm truly sorry you've been let down. Hang in there, chica.

[msbard90]

forgive me if i'm being sensitive, but i hate hate hate when women say this. i really feel like it's demeaning to the experiences of a lesbian/queer woman.

Well, if you have read previous posts of mine, not saying you did, have to, or ever will, but I do consider myself bisexual, have had female partners, etc. So before you decide what's being demeaning, you should probably do your research. Just saying.

[gobettiepurple]

I confess that I feel ugly sometimes.

I confess that I am a virgin and I am not sure if I will ever be able to change that.

I confess that I have a problem with intimacy [whether it is kissing or having a deep conversation with someone].

I confess that I have trouble making friends and being in crowds.

I confess that I think that I am unworthy of being loved.

And I confess that I really blame my mother for a lot of the reasons behind these feelings.

I also have to confess that I love these boards for giving me the power to say such things and not have to worry about being judged, because I confess that I feel like I am being judged everyday in my life and that even though I love myself, I confess that I think people are thinking the worst of me.

Wooh . . . that was totally a weight off my shoulders, thanks everyone for being brave and showing me that I too can be brave!

[Dmitra]

Thank you for trusting us all enough to share your feelings. It's for sure a scary thing to do! Each step you take towards loving yourself and being happy in your skin can be difficult yet you can do it. :)

I confess that I feel ugly sometimes.

I confess that I am a virgin and I am not sure if I will ever be able to change that.

I confess that I have a problem with intimacy [whether it is kissing or having a deep conversation with someone].

I confess that I have trouble making friends and being in crowds.

I confess that I think that I am unworthy of being loved.

And I confess that I really blame my mother for a lot of the reasons behind these feelings.

I also have to confess that I love these boards for giving me the power to say such things and not have to worry about being judged, because I confess that I feel like I am being judged everyday in my life and that even though I love myself, I confess that I think people are thinking the worst of me.

Wooh . . . that was totally a weight off my shoulders, thanks everyone for being brave and showing me that I too can be brave!

[CastingPearls]

I confess that I feel ugly sometimes.

I confess that I am a virgin and I am not sure if I will ever be able to change that.

I confess that I have a problem with intimacy [whether it is kissing or having a deep conversation with someone].

I confess that I have trouble making friends and being in crowds.

I confess that I think that I am unworthy of being loved.

And I confess that I really blame my mother for a lot of the reasons behind these feelings.

I also have to confess that I love these boards for giving me the power to say such things and not have to worry about being judged, because I confess that I feel like I am being judged everyday in my life and that even though I love myself, I confess that I think people are thinking the worst of me.

Wooh . . . that was totally a weight off my shoulders, thanks everyone for being brave and showing me that I too can be brave!
That was a very brave thing to do. If I had any rep to spread around I'd give it to you. Anyone got any spare rep????

[hal84]

I confess that I feel ugly sometimes.

I confess that I am a virgin and I am not sure if I will ever be able to change that.

I confess that I have a problem with intimacy [whether it is kissing or having a deep conversation with someone].

I confess that I have trouble making friends and being in crowds.

I confess that I think that I am unworthy of being loved.

And I confess that I really blame my mother for a lot of the reasons behind these feelings.

I also have to confess that I love these boards for giving me the power to say such things and not have to worry about being judged, because I confess that I feel like I am being judged everyday in my life and that even though I love myself, I confess that I think people are thinking the worst of me.

Wooh . . . that was totally a weight off my shoulders, thanks everyone for being brave and showing me that I too can be brave!

Alot of people have emotional resevation to there own self worth, I know because I have experinced those same concerns and issues in my life at one time or another. Just remember that life does continue and that you are a pretty awesome person (I know I don't know you, but I think everyone kinda kicks ass in someway) and things always get better. And don't worry about the virgin thing, it's about the quality of the partners not the quanity!

[jdsumm]

[QUOTE=spiritangel;1435638]Hugs jdsmum its never easy to let people out of our lives we care for, but sometimes its necessary for our self preservation


Thanks for the hugs!:D

[CastingPearls]

[QUOTE=spiritangel;1435638]Hugs jdsmum its never easy to let people out of our lives we care for, but sometimes its necessary for our self preservation


Thanks for the hugs!:D
Amen and hallellujah

[MisticalMisty]

I am finally employed again..start on Monday. Whew!

[Surlysomething]

I am finally employed again..start on Monday. Whew!

That's awesome, congrats! Being jobless is so scary...i'm glad you're back on the wagon. :)

[MisticalMisty]

That's awesome, congrats! Being jobless is so scary...i'm glad you're back on the wagon. :)

Thank you! I appreciate it.

[Tania]

Great news, Misty! That makes me happy!

[Weeze]

Well, if you have read previous posts of mine, not saying you did, have to, or ever will, but I do consider myself bisexual, have had female partners, etc. So before you decide what's being demeaning, you should probably do your research. Just saying.

Well, that *really* makes me confused by what you said then... ya know, JUST SAYING.

[littlefairywren]

I confess that I feel ugly sometimes.

I confess that I am a virgin and I am not sure if I will ever be able to change that.

I confess that I have a problem with intimacy [whether it is kissing or having a deep conversation with someone].

I confess that I have trouble making friends and being in crowds.

I confess that I think that I am unworthy of being loved.

And I confess that I really blame my mother for a lot of the reasons behind these feelings.

I also have to confess that I love these boards for giving me the power to say such things and not have to worry about being judged, because I confess that I feel like I am being judged everyday in my life and that even though I love myself, I confess that I think people are thinking the worst of me.

Wooh . . . that was totally a weight off my shoulders, thanks everyone for being brave and showing me that I too can be brave!

Welcome to the boards gobettiepurple! Kudos for sharing and putting it out there, I know it can be a hard thing to do.

I am finally employed again..start on Monday. Whew!

Oooh, congrats to you Misty! That is excellent news :)

[MisticalMisty]

Thanks for the well wishes everyone. I appreciate them.

[Crystal]

IC that I just did yoga for the very first time. My roommate is into it hugely and convinced me to do a session with her.

It was a beginner DVD and it kicked my ass!

Someone who has HUGE boobs, huge hips, and a huge belly is not meant to do yoga. I'll keep trying it, though. :p

[LovelyLiz]

IC that I just did yoga for the very first time. My roommate is into it hugely and convinced me to do a session with her.

It was a beginner DVD and it kicked my ass!

Someone who has HUGE boobs, huge hips, and a huge belly is not meant to do yoga. I'll keep trying it, though. :p

Good on you for giving it a try! I have a DVD called "Just My Size" yoga that works for me. :)

[gobettiepurple]

Good on you for giving it a try! I have a DVD called "Just My Size" yoga that works for me. :)

I love that DVD! Megan Garcia has her own yoga program on the East coast - she even teaches workshops for beginners and teachers on how to modify yoga positions for larger bodies. You can also try her book on yoga. Its awesome!

[Fluffy51888]

IC that here lately I feel really ugly and fat (not in a good way) and inferior. Please don't think I'm saying this to get compliments or sympathy, because I'm not. I just not sure what's going on with me lately, and it's not a good feeling.

[CastingPearls]

IC that here lately I feel really ugly and fat (not in a good way) and inferior. Please don't think I'm saying this to get compliments or sympathy, because I'm not. I just not sure what's going on with me lately, and it's not a good feeling.
I'm sorry you feel this way. I would say most of us have felt that way. There's nothing wromg with venting though...that's part of what we're here for. :)

[Crystal]

IC that here lately I feel really ugly and fat (not in a good way) and inferior. Please don't think I'm saying this to get compliments or sympathy, because I'm not. I just not sure what's going on with me lately, and it's not a good feeling.

We all have these days. I'm speculating here, but I think a lot of fat girls feel this way at least every now and then.

It's unpleasant and I wish it didn't happen, but it does. :( I'm sorry. Just know that you ARE beautiful. (I know you said you weren't asking for compliments, but I wanted to throw that in there. :))

[gobettiepurple]

That I have a crush, but its totally irrational and I am afraid that I am making too much out of it like I always do!

[spiritangel]

That I have a crush, but its totally irrational and I am afraid that I am making too much out of it like I always do!

Huggles I know that feeling all to well at pressent, I hope your crush returns the feelings and if not as a good friend says there are lots of frogs to kiss before we find the right prince for us :)

[littlefairywren]

IC that here lately I feel really ugly and fat (not in a good way) and inferior. Please don't think I'm saying this to get compliments or sympathy, because I'm not. I just not sure what's going on with me lately, and it's not a good feeling.

Elaine and Crystal are right hon, we all have those days and they completely suck! ((((Hugs)))) my sweet :)

[LovelyLiz]

That I have a crush, but its totally irrational and I am afraid that I am making too much out of it like I always do!

Girl, I know what this is like! You'll have to tell me about it tomorrow! :)

[luscious_lulu]

IC that here lately I feel really ugly and fat (not in a good way) and inferior. Please don't think I'm saying this to get compliments or sympathy, because I'm not. I just not sure what's going on with me lately, and it's not a good feeling.


(((hugs))) We all have those days. Just keep telling yourself (even if you don't believe it at the moment) that you are a beautiful, fun, loving person. Eventually you will start to believe it.

That I have a crush, but its totally irrational and I am afraid that I am making too much out of it like I always do!

Don't worry about if it's irrational. Enjoy the feeling and take a chance. Oh, and keep us update! :p

[gobettiepurple]

That if it is even possible, I have a food hangover from the best pizza in the world . . . ugh, its going to be a long day and hopefully I will feel better for some fun tonight!

[Punkin1024]

IC that I still am not playing the games on FB. Instead, I'm beginning to get back into communicating with my friends.

Misty - great news on the job front!!! I am so happy for you!

[Fluffy51888]

Thank you, everyone, for the amazing comments and rep y'all have sent my way. You guys always say the right thing, and always make me feel better. Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. You ladies are wonderful.

[MisticalMisty]

IC that I still am not playing the games on FB. Instead, I'm beginning to get back into communicating with my friends.

Misty - great news on the job front!!! I am so happy for you!

Thanks Punkin! I appreciate it.

[CastingPearls]

IC that I just got a serious hard-sell on starring in porn. I LMAO as he tried to get me to put my husband on the phone. Spouse tells the guy I'll do it as long as I don't have sex with anyone but Spouse. Guy LOL and pisses off Spouse. I'm laughing so hard I can't breathe. Checked out guy on internet--he's serious and offered me 70K, plus all expenses and private jet travel. I still tell him bye-bye.

Then he IM's me and gives me his phone# and yahoo messenger. Tells me I'm shy. No, I just have self-esteem. My best friend (a BBW too) who's hanging out with me is losing her freaking mind. I say to her NOW DO YOU BELIEVE THIS SHIT???

I haven't had this much fun in months. OMG!

[Ruffie]

I confess to being jealous of the skinny beautiful gals who get to dance, get drinks bought for them. Watching a bar full of them the other night, even though out with good friends, and we were having a good time laughing and watching my buddies band reminded me of the past. The fat girl sitting babysitting the purses while everyone else had a good time.

[CastingPearls]

I confess to being jealous of the skinny beautiful gals who get to dance, get drinks bought for them. Watching a bar full of them the other night, even though out with good friends, and we were having a good time laughing and watching my buddies band reminded me of the past. The fat girl sitting babysitting the purses while everyone else had a good time.
Awww hon, if you were closer I'd show you what the fat girls are very capable of. I've never paid for a drink in my life. And when I laugh the whole room stops and smiles.

[LovelyLiz]

I confess to being jealous of the skinny beautiful gals who get to dance, get drinks bought for them. Watching a bar full of them the other night, even though out with good friends, and we were having a good time laughing and watching my buddies band reminded me of the past. The fat girl sitting babysitting the purses while everyone else had a good time.

Ugh, that is such a crappy feeling! What a thing to be reminded of, Ruffie! Hope that didn't put too big a damper on the evening overall.

I spent my 20s working hard to avoid being in that scenario. But then - I went last night to a size acceptance night club in my area, and it was fun to see beautiful, sexily dressed fat women getting the attention they deserve. :)

[Fat Brian]

IC that I just got a serious hard-sell on starring in porn. I LMAO as he tried to get me to put my husband on the phone. Spouse tells the guy I'll do it as long as I don't have sex with anyone but Spouse. Guy LOL and pisses off Spouse. I'm laughing so hard I can't breathe. Checked out guy on internet--he's serious and offered me 70K, plus all expenses and private jet travel. I still tell him bye-bye.

Then he IM's me and gives me his phone# and yahoo messenger. Tells me I'm shy. No, I just have self-esteem. My best friend (a BBW too) who's hanging out with me is losing her freaking mind. I say to her NOW DO YOU BELIEVE THIS SHIT???

I haven't had this much fun in months. OMG!


This reminds me of the fun I used to have on my wife's myspace account. The guys constantly hit on her, two or three a day. This one guy just would not take the hint, she kept telling she was married for days but he said he didn't care. Finally I sat down and replied " my husband says you're pretty cute, he said he might be interested in a three way if you don't mind taking it in the butt." We never heard from him again.

[spiritangel]

I confess to being jealous of the skinny beautiful gals who get to dance, get drinks bought for them. Watching a bar full of them the other night, even though out with good friends, and we were having a good time laughing and watching my buddies band reminded me of the past. The fat girl sitting babysitting the purses while everyone else had a good time.

That sooo used to be me, but then I heard the leanne womack song I hope you dance, won free tickets to an invertigo (sadly they are no more) gig promised my sister I would dance for one song, erm we never made it back to our table till the gig was over and so now I dance and dont care what anyone thinks

but it can be hard I remember feeling quite self conscious as an early teen cause a boy copied how I was dancing with my cousin (who is mentally handicapped) and then he hit on me and I erm :blush::blush::blush: elbowed him in the stomach, for some reason I had it in my head even at that age that I was unattractive to boys and he was doing it for a dare or some such, might have been cause I saw his friends pointing and laughing or some such but yeah that kind of turned me off dancing in public

[msbard90]

That sooo used to be me, but then I heard the leanne womack song I hope you dance, won free tickets to an invertigo (sadly they are no more) gig promised my sister I would dance for one song, erm we never made it back to our table till the gig was over and so now I dance and dont care what anyone thinks

but it can be hard I remember feeling quite self conscious as an early teen cause a boy copied how I was dancing with my cousin (who is mentally handicapped) and then he hit on me and I erm :blush::blush::blush: elbowed him in the stomach, for some reason I had it in my head even at that age that I was unattractive to boys and he was doing it for a dare or some such, might have been cause I saw his friends pointing and laughing or some such but yeah that kind of turned me off dancing in public

Oh wow that's awful :(. I'm sorry that stuff like that has to happen. (((((hugs)))))

IC that I buy new porn. All the time.

[Ruffie]

Awww hon, if you were closer I'd show you what the fat girls are very capable of. I've never paid for a drink in my life. And when I laugh the whole room stops and smiles.

Oh I had a great time and the guys in the band were a little too close to the mike when they said to each other wow can tell Ruthy is here(i have a very loud and boisterous laugh). I had a great time and am married so don't need the drinks from guys with an agenda. I was out with some of my favourite people in the world, listening to good music, munching out, joking and laughing and having a few drinks. It just made me think back to the old days before I was confident and had an attitude, seeing the other big gals being ignored and the "bar stars" reaping the benefits ya know? I had my little green eyed moment and moved on LOL!

[gobettiepurple]

I confess that in my life, both romantic and otherwise:

When it rains, it pours . . . :)

[kristineirl]

I confess that no matter how many compliments i may receive, I'll always feel like i'm not as beautiful as the woman next to me, regardless of her size.

I confess that i've only had one meaningful friendship with a girl, because women, in general, are threatening to me.

phew.

[indy500tchr]

I confess that in my life, both romantic and otherwise:

When it rains, it pours . . . :)

AGREED! It's such a pain in the butt.

[Jes]

took a wonderful vacation with a wonderful person. pushed through some of my personal boundaries. laughed like i haven't laughed in a long time. am now going to do my best to face some of the things i need to deal with at home.

[gobettiepurple]

That I went out with one of my girl "friends" and she left me at the bar to go with some random guy because she was too drunk to drive us home!

I had to go home with random strangers [who were super nice by the way] and wait for my brother to pick me up!

I am never going out with that girl again . . . I also really love my brother for putting up with all of my crazy drunkeness. Next time, I think I will stick to like a three drink minimum.

I used to think that I had low self esteem when it came to guys . . . but she totally takes the cake! I would never leave a friend just for some random hook up, that is just trashy.

[archivaltype]

I confess this boy I've met is both beautiful and terrifying. He's hit my life like a ton of bricks and I'm not really sure what to make of all this.
I wish I could trust people easily. It takes me forever to trust someone even a little bit. Bah! :doh:

[Tracyarts]

" Finally I sat down and replied " my husband says you're pretty cute, he said he might be interested in a three way if you don't mind taking it in the butt." We never heard from him again. "

ROFLMAO! I have done the same thing a number of times. And never heard from any of them again.

But yeah, I get guys hit on me online all the time. Usually I just ignore them because "not interested" isn't good enough. They want to know why. I say because I'm already in a relationship. They say I can be your man on the side. I say it's a committed relationship. They say so what, he doesn't have to know about it. And that just makes me feel yucky and wonder what the hell is wrong with people.

Tracy

[msbard90]

IC, and no I don't know where I ever thought of this, but for many years, until about 3 days ago, always thought LMFAO was "laughing my fat ass off". I didn't understand why all my skinny friends were writing it on their facebook, and I didn't understand why so many people are saying they have a fat ass lol. I felt very "blonde" (no offense anyone, seriously) when I learned what it really meant.

[LovelyLiz]

IC that this guy I have been developing a little crush on (in real life!!!) said in our class tonight that we should get coffee sometime. I'm kind of dumbfounded and awestruck and in disbelief. But it also feels fun and exciting. :)

[Lamia]

I confess that I've used sex to get my boyfriend to get off the computer knowing that he will fall asleep for a couple of hours and then I can have the puter all to myself. :p I only did it a couple of times because I felt so guilty, but my guild needed me we were camping a tree...:D

[Vespertine]

IC that this guy I have been developing a little crush on (in real life!!!) said in our class tonight that we should get coffee sometime. I'm kind of dumbfounded and awestruck and in disbelief. But it also feels fun and exciting. :)

Oooh girl! I hope it goes awesomely :)

IC I think about shooting the pterodactyl sounding thing that screeches all night and scares the crap out of me. The mockingbirds too. I feel guilt about it tbh.

[littlefairywren]

IC that this guy I have been developing a little crush on (in real life!!!) said in our class tonight that we should get coffee sometime. I'm kind of dumbfounded and awestruck and in disbelief. But it also feels fun and exciting. :)

Woot...fingers crossed that you do go for that coffee, and he turns out to be superb! And we so want the details! :)

[LovelyLiz]

Oooh girl! I hope it goes awesomely :)

Woot...fingers crossed that you do go for that coffee, and he turns out to be superb! And we so want the details! :)

Thanks, ladies. You rock. :) If he doesn't contact me this week, I'll mention it in class next week. (Or should I send a casual follow up in a couple days?) It was so funny, because I was talking to a friend who said I should ask him out for coffee, since he definitely engages with me and my ideas a lot during class, but I really wanted HIM to ask me.
But then there was a part of me that thought, "You know, that just doesn't happen to fat girls like me. Only the thin, pretty girls have guys they like in real life take an interest in them. Girls like me have to put in all the effort if they want to be with a guy - because the guys won't think it's worth expending the effort." I realize it's totally false in my head, but sometimes I still believe that down in my gut, you know?
So this turn of events was kind of shocking to me. In a good way.

[LovelyLiz]

Thanks, ladies. You rock. :) If he doesn't contact me this week, I'll mention it in class next week. (Or should I send a casual follow up in a couple days?) It was so funny, because I was talking to a friend who said I should ask him out for coffee, since he definitely engages with me and my ideas a lot during class, but I really wanted HIM to ask me.
But then there was a part of me that thought, "You know, that just doesn't happen to fat girls like me. Only the thin, pretty girls have guys they like in real life take an interest in them. Girls like me have to put in all the effort if they want to be with a guy - because the guys won't think it's worth expending the effort." I realize it's totally false in my head, but sometimes I still believe that down in my gut, you know?
So this turn of events was kind of shocking to me. In a good way.

Okay. Never mind. Forget everything. I just logged into our school's system to get his email, and saw on his profile that he is "recently engaged." I swear that last week it still said "single" so he must just not have updated it for a while. I guess he really did just want to hang out as friends. Sigh. I feel like a total idiot now. Let's just pretend this whole thing never happened.

[CastingPearls]

Okay. Never mind. Forget everything. I just logged into our school's system to get his email, and saw on his profile that he is "recently engaged." I swear that last week it still said "single" so he must just not have updated it for a while. I guess he really did just want to hang out as friends. Sigh. I feel like a total idiot now. Let's just pretend this whole thing never happened.
I feel your disappointment but maybe you could look at it as practice for when more available ones come along. I've experienced that myself...madly in love with a pharmacist who actually did lead me on then after I wrote an embarrassingly heartfelt letter, told me he was engaged to be married in three months.....oh the pain...I felt so foolish...but then I came to see that he just removed himself from the the pool of available men and I was better off. I don't even regret the letter. My feelings were valid, just misdirected.

[gobettiepurple]

Okay. Never mind. Forget everything. I just logged into our school's system to get his email, and saw on his profile that he is "recently engaged." I swear that last week it still said "single" so he must just not have updated it for a while. I guess he really did just want to hang out as friends. Sigh. I feel like a total idiot now. Let's just pretend this whole thing never happened.

OMG the charlatan! the rake! lol, I never get to use those words anymore!

You are much better off before something happened between you two. Now he can just be a friend, which is a consolation prize i suppose.

I hate to sound clique, but there are plenty of fish in the sea and you deserve waaaayy better!

I am totally buying you a drink tomorrow . . . :)

[Vespertine]

Thanks, ladies. You rock. :) If he doesn't contact me this week, I'll mention it in class next week. (Or should I send a casual follow up in a couple days?) It was so funny, because I was talking to a friend who said I should ask him out for coffee, since he definitely engages with me and my ideas a lot during class, but I really wanted HIM to ask me.
But then there was a part of me that thought, "You know, that just doesn't happen to fat girls like me. Only the thin, pretty girls have guys they like in real life take an interest in them. Girls like me have to put in all the effort if they want to be with a guy - because the guys won't think it's worth expending the effort." I realize it's totally false in my head, but sometimes I still believe that down in my gut, you know?
So this turn of events was kind of shocking to me. In a good way.

If you need to bring it up, I'd say do it in person though honestly I'm pretty dumb with things like that. Your gut will adjust, this is how life should work. Lord knows it can't work like that if someone didn't have the confidence to interact with a crush in a way that really expresses oneself! It does happen to pretty fat girls just like you, every day ;)

Updates plz :D

[LovelyLiz]

If you need to bring it up, I'd say do it in person though honestly I'm pretty dumb with things like that. Your gut will adjust, this is how life should work. Lord knows it can't work like that if someone didn't have the confidence to interact with a crush in a way that really expresses oneself! It does happen to pretty fat girls just like you, every day ;)

Updates plz :D

Here's the update...

Okay. Never mind. Forget everything. I just logged into our school's system to get his email, and saw on his profile that he is "recently engaged." I swear that last week it still said "single" so he must just not have updated it for a while. I guess he really did just want to hang out as friends. Sigh. I feel like a total idiot now. Let's just pretend this whole thing never happened.

He definitely was flirting, there is definitely chemistry, but clearly it's not going anywhere. The mean voices in my head are definitely saying a lot of, "See! We told you!" Sigh.

But I'm going to be around great friends tonight, and throughout the weeekend, so I'll snap out of it.

[msbard90]

Here's the update...



He definitely was flirting, there is definitely chemistry, but clearly it's not going anywhere. The mean voices in my head are definitely saying a lot of, "See! We told you!" Sigh.

But I'm going to be around great friends tonight, and throughout the weeekend, so I'll snap out of it.

That's what I hate the most--- people who lead me on. I get so excited for what seems to be something fantastic, but in reality, is never going to happen. Have fun over the weekend and just keep your head high!

[Vespertine]

Here's the update...



He definitely was flirting, there is definitely chemistry, but clearly it's not going anywhere. The mean voices in my head are definitely saying a lot of, "See! We told you!" Sigh.

But I'm going to be around great friends tonight, and throughout the weeekend, so I'll snap out of it.

Oh sorry :doh:

Sounds like he needs to grow up some more :mad:

[littlefairywren]

Okay. Never mind. Forget everything. I just logged into our school's system to get his email, and saw on his profile that he is "recently engaged." I swear that last week it still said "single" so he must just not have updated it for a while. I guess he really did just want to hang out as friends. Sigh. I feel like a total idiot now. Let's just pretend this whole thing never happened.

Here's the update...



He definitely was flirting, there is definitely chemistry, but clearly it's not going anywhere. The mean voices in my head are definitely saying a lot of, "See! We told you!" Sigh.

But I'm going to be around great friends tonight, and throughout the weeekend, so I'll snap out of it.

Sorry hon, what a let down. I hate when they give you the signals, and then you find out stuff like "oh yeah, I have a GIRLFRIEND"! Well he is a complete ass then, and he needs a slap up-side the head!

[spiritangel]

awww huggles, that totally sux, just remember whilst sometimes they may be hard to find there are amazing guys out there who will love you for you

and in the meantime you have lots of siterly love all around you

Big squishy Hugs

[MizzSnakeBite]

Hello ladies!

Just dropping in for a bit to let you all know that my MIL is going home tomorrow! She had a 2 week stay at the local nursing home and I guess that was enough for her and she really got with it in eating and doing therapy. She is able to walk a little with a walker and will be able to do things for herself. I was amazed to hear the news because I thought she had given up on trying.
Thank you all for your good thoughts.

I also confess that I miss this place! Hugs to all of you!

I'm so glad she's doing well! I hope she continues to improve!

I confess I'm worried about seeing my aunt and uncle again despite my excitement. It's been over 25 years since we've seen each other and I've accumulated about 120 lbs since then. My aunt has never been mean about weight but she has been a chronic dieter and I hate disappointing her on any level, even as I've become self-accepting. Been trying to bolster myself up mentally but it's been nagging at me with greater frequency the closer I get to leaving.

On top of that I'm also a little nervous about squashing into the buses for the round trip through Canada but, hey, it'll still be great to see more of the country. :)

I always feel the same way when I see my family. In some ways, I'm glad we're all so far apart since there are so many fat-phobic members of my extended family. When I was a teen, one even joked saying I should become bulimic. I found out later that one of her slender daughters was bulimic.

[F]I confess that I feel ugly sometimes.

I confess that I am a virgin and I am not sure if I will ever be able to change that.

I confess that I have a problem with intimacy [whether it is kissing or having a deep conversation with someone].

I confess that I have trouble making friends and being in crowds.

I confess that I think that I am unworthy of being loved.

And I confess that I really blame my mother for a lot of the reasons behind these feelings.

I also have to confess that I love these boards for giving me the power to say such things and not have to worry about being judged, because I confess that I feel like I am being judged everyday in my life and that even though I love myself, I confess that I think people are thinking the worst of me.

Wooh . . . that was totally a weight off my shoulders, thanks everyone for being brave and showing me that I too can be brave![/FONT]

Hugs and super props to you! :bow:

I am finally employed again..start on Monday. Whew!

Fantastic news Misty! I hope everything is going well at your new job!

IC that here lately I feel really ugly and fat (not in a good way) and inferior. Please don't think I'm saying this to get compliments or sympathy, because I'm not. I just not sure what's going on with me lately, and it's not a good feeling.

Aww sweetie! We've all been through this and completely understand. In fact, I'm going through a looooooooong period right now like that. You're beautiful and vivacious!

I confess that no matter how many compliments i may receive, I'll always feel like i'm not as beautiful as the woman next to me, regardless of her size.

I confess that i've only had one meaningful friendship with a girl, because women, in general, are threatening to me.

phew.

(((HUGS))) to you!

I confess this boy I've met is both beautiful and terrifying. He's hit my life like a ton of bricks and I'm not really sure what to make of all this.
I wish I could trust people easily. It takes me forever to trust someone even a little bit. Bah! :doh:

I hope things turn out well!

I confess that I've used sex to get my boyfriend to get off the computer knowing that he will fall asleep for a couple of hours and then I can have the puter all to myself. :p I only did it a couple of times because I felt so guilty, but my guild needed me we were camping a tree...:D

ROFL!!!

Okay. Never mind. Forget everything. I just logged into our school's system to get his email, and saw on his profile that he is "recently engaged." I swear that last week it still said "single" so he must just not have updated it for a while. I guess he really did just want to hang out as friends. Sigh. I feel like a total idiot now. Let's just pretend this whole thing never happened.

Well that just sucks! I'm glad you found all this out now instead of later though.

[Aust99]

^^ Welcome back! :D

[Punkin1024]

IC I'm upset right now. Just finished chatting on Facebook with one of my nieces. She's in an abusive situation and is in the process of trying to get back to Texas (currently, she's in Colorado). She has a 2 year old son to worry about too. Sigh! I hate it when this happens to anyone, but really feel helpless when a family member is involved. :mad:

[spiritangel]

IC I'm upset right now. Just finished chatting on Facebook with one of my nieces. She's in an abusive situation and is in the process of trying to get back to Texas (currently, she's in Colorado). She has a 2 year old son to worry about too. Sigh! I hate it when this happens to anyone, but really feel helpless when a family member is involved. :mad:

Huggles that is totally rough and a very hard place to be the fact she is trying to change it and wants to change the situation is actually a huge plus in her favour as that takes enormous strength of courage and means she will get out.

[MizzSnakeBite]

^^ Welcome back! :D

Thank you dear!

IC I'm upset right now. Just finished chatting on Facebook with one of my nieces. She's in an abusive situation and is in the process of trying to get back to Texas (currently, she's in Colorado). She has a 2 year old son to worry about too. Sigh! I hate it when this happens to anyone, but really feel helpless when a family member is involved. :mad:

I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope she'll be able to get out of this bad situation quickly.

[Punkin1024]

My niece was staying at a friend's house when she contacted me yesterday. She finally got in touch with her Mom and arrangements have been made to get her to a cousin's house in Kansas. I feel much better about her situation now, but it is still is a great concern of mine since I know she has a long road ahead of her before all will be straightened out.

[KittyKitten]

This board is so addictive. I have to multitask on my online assignments while typing on this board. LOL

[OneWickedAngel]

My niece was staying at a friend's house when she contacted me yesterday. She finally got in touch with her Mom and arrangements have been made to get her to a cousin's house in Kansas. I feel much better about her situation now, but it is still is a great concern of mine since I know she has a long road ahead of her before all will be straightened out.

Oh good, I'm glad that part is settled with your niece. Not knowing is so very nerve racking. Yes, she does have a long road ahead, but she's already taken the first couple of steps. And we all those those are the hardest.

[MizzSnakeBite]

My niece was staying at a friend's house when she contacted me yesterday. She finally got in touch with her Mom and arrangements have been made to get her to a cousin's house in Kansas. I feel much better about her situation now, but it is still is a great concern of mine since I know she has a long road ahead of her before all will be straightened out.

I'm so glad to hear things are starting to come into to place for her. I wish her all the best of luck! I'm sure with all your support, everything will come out well in the end. :)

This board is so addictive. I have to multitask on my online assignments while typing on this board. LOL

Yes it is!!

:D

[littlefairywren]

My niece was staying at a friend's house when she contacted me yesterday. She finally got in touch with her Mom and arrangements have been made to get her to a cousin's house in Kansas. I feel much better about her situation now, but it is still is a great concern of mine since I know she has a long road ahead of her before all will be straightened out.

I am glad to hear that your niece is in a better situation now, Ella. She can start her healing, and move onward to a better life with her son. :)

[Jes]

He definitely was flirting, there is definitely chemistry, but clearly it's not going anywhere. The mean voices in my head are definitely saying a lot of, "See! We told you!" Sigh.

I think you can definitely be bummed out and definitely disappointed, but youu shouldn't feel like you're a 'total idiot [your words]." I once wrote a good post about this, but god knows I can't find it now. But my point was: we should never judge ourselves, or our behavior, by someone else's reaction to it. We can't control someone else's actions, we can only control our own. And that you were interested in someone in your circle, and that you (I assume) made yourself available by body language, and chatting, and interacting, and reacting positively to an offer of coffee and conversation, are all good things. You did everything you could do and so, while you didn't get what you hoped for in the end, YOUR behavior was a success. Look, if we judge our behavior based only on the result, we're really not doing ourselves justice. Let's not judge ourselves based on only 1 criterion, especially when that 1 criterion is the only thing we do not control.

This is directed at you, but also everyone. I struggle with this too, but it's good to be reminded that we shouldn't feel stupid if we've tried, but not gotten the hoped-for result.

the end. vagina.

[LovelyLiz]

This is directed at you, but also everyone. I struggle with this too, but it's good to be reminded that we shouldn't feel stupid if we've tried, but not gotten the hoped-for result.

the end. vagina.

Stop shoulding all over me!!!! ;) But yeah, I agree, celebrating ways we take risks and try and put ourselves out there is a good thing. True dat.

[Jes]

Stop shoulding all over me!!!! .

In the words of my mentor, Li'l Wayne: I do what I do and you do what you can do about it.

(and then I'd probably have to tell you to put yo panties and yo pants by the trashcan, but I'll stop here)

[Jes]

Yesterday, the Boyf schooled me on the correct pronunciation of the word 'forte.' It's indeed 'fort,' not 'for-tay.' DAMNIT.

[LovelyLiz]

Yesterday, the Boyf schooled me on the correct pronunciation of the word 'forte.' It's indeed 'fort,' not 'for-tay.' DAMNIT.

Tell the bf to stop being such an intellectual elitist. ;)

Main Entry: Forte
Pronunciation: \ˈfȯrt; 2 is often ˈfȯr-ˌtā or fȯr-ˈtā or ˈfȯr-tē\
Function: noun
Etymology: French fort, from fort, adjective, strong
Date: circa 1648
1 : the part of a sword or foil blade that is between the middle and the hilt and that is the strongest part of the blade
2 : one's strong point

usage: In forte we have a word derived from French that in its “strong point” sense has no entirely satisfactory pronunciation. Usage writers have denigrated \ˈfȯr-ˌtā\ and \ˈfȯr-tē\ because they reflect the influence of the Italian-derived 2forte. Their recommended pronunciation \ˈfȯrt\, however, does not exactly reflect French either: the French would write the word le fort and would rhyme it with English for. So you can take your choice, knowing that someone somewhere will dislike whichever variant you choose. All are standard, however. In British English \ˈfȯ-ˌtā\ and \ˈfȯt\ predominate; \ˈfȯr-ˌtā\ and \fȯr-ˈtā\ are probably the most frequent pronunciations in American English.

[Jes]

Tell the bf to stop being such an intellectual elitist. ;)
.

haha. But, I agree that he's right. But, since I'm right 95% of the time, I guess I shouldn't be upset.

[luscious_lulu]

My sister i kicking her live in boyfriend out tonight. He hit her and gave her a black eye. It took her a week to tell me.

[littlefairywren]

My sister i kicking her live in boyfriend out tonight. He hit her and gave her a black eye. It took her a week to tell me.

I hope your sister will be ok, lulu. And the same goes for you too, it is hard to see the family we love in distress or hurt. (((Hugs)))

[fat9276]

IC that I can sometimes be the most stupid person in all the world

[MizzSnakeBite]

My sister i kicking her live in boyfriend out tonight. He hit her and gave her a black eye. It took her a week to tell me.

Hope she'll be ok, and I hope the boyfriend gets kicked in the nuts.

Oh yes I said that!

IC that I can sometimes be the most stupid person in all the world

Aren't we all. ;)

[msbard90]

IC that it should not be this cold for the middle of May. I'm freezing!

[nettie]

IC that on Saturday I went dancing at a club for the first time since my divorce. I also danced with a boy. And didn't faint, get nauseous, embarrass myself, or die. So, all in all I'd call it a successful night. :happy:

[MizzSnakeBite]

IC that on Saturday I went dancing at a club for the first time since my divorce. I also danced with a boy. And didn't faint, get nauseous, embarrass myself, or die. So, all in all I'd call it a successful night. :happy:
Congrats, and glad you had fun!!

[LovelyLiz]

IC that on Saturday I went dancing at a club for the first time since my divorce. I also danced with a boy. And didn't faint, get nauseous, embarrass myself, or die. So, all in all I'd call it a successful night. :happy:

Woooooo! Rock on, Nettie. Sometimes dancing with a boy is just what the doctor ordered. Post pics! ;)

[littlefairywren]

IC that on Saturday I went dancing at a club for the first time since my divorce. I also danced with a boy. And didn't faint, get nauseous, embarrass myself, or die. So, all in all I'd call it a successful night. :happy:

Sounds wonderful, Nettie! You go, girl :)
And yes, post pics please.

[verucassault]

i have PMS on steroids this week and i want to stick my face into a chocolate cake! i want to make out with every boy with nice lips who makes eye contact for more than 3 miliseconds and i caught myself staring at the crotch of a dude on the train yesterday. this is agony. i slept until noon today because i have a day off from work and earlier this week i went to bed at 9:30 pm and woke up at 8 because i didnt set my alarm. i havent been to the gym in 6 days. i am in total hormonal despair! oh and i am super sensitive to comments and i am taking everything personal this week. not to mention cramps from the netherworld. period! i beseech thee, show your face and rid me of this burden!

[littlefairywren]

i have PMS on steroids this week and i want to stick my face into a chocolate cake! i want to make out with every boy with nice lips who makes eye contact for more than 3 miliseconds and i caught myself staring at the crotch of a dude on the train yesterday. this is agony. i slept until noon today because i have a day off from work and earlier this week i went to bed at 9:30 pm and woke up at 8 because i didnt set my alarm. i havent been to the gym in 6 days. i am in total hormonal despair! oh and i am super sensitive to comments and i am taking everything personal this week. not to mention cramps from the netherworld. period! i beseech thee, show your face and rid me of this burden!

I SO hear you! ((((HUGS)))) and a large piece of chocolate cake :happy:

[spiritangel]

hmmm yep I hear that too and thinK I am slowly driving myself insane but for some reason no chocolate cravings atm

[luscious_lulu]

IC that I can sometimes be the most stupid person in all the world

Hope she'll be ok, and I hope the boyfriend gets kicked in the nuts.

Oh yes I said that!

Thanks
He's leaving, but not immediately. I want to seriously hurt the bastard.

[mossystate]

Thanks
He's leaving, but not immediately. I want to seriously hurt the bastard.

I hope the leaving...sticks...stays stuck The piece of shit.

[MizzSnakeBite]

i have PMS on steroids this week and i want to stick my face into a chocolate cake! i want to make out with every boy with nice lips who makes eye contact for more than 3 miliseconds and i caught myself staring at the crotch of a dude on the train yesterday. this is agony. i slept until noon today because i have a day off from work and earlier this week i went to bed at 9:30 pm and woke up at 8 because i didnt set my alarm. i havent been to the gym in 6 days. i am in total hormonal despair! oh and i am super sensitive to comments and i am taking everything personal this week. not to mention cramps from the netherworld. period! i beseech thee, show your face and rid me of this burden!

Oh sweetie, how we understand! It's torture. I hope it's over quickly for you. Oh, and I'd take the cake. lol :D

Thanks
He's leaving, but not immediately. I want to seriously hurt the bastard.

So would I.

I hope once he finally leaves, it's for good.

[spiritangel]

IC that I am feeling like I am going to be single for a very very very very very long time atm

[MizzSnakeBite]

IC that I am feeling like I am going to be single for a very very very very very long time atm

Same here.

[Lamia]

I confess that one time when I was 7 years old. I carved a letter D in my grandma's coffee table for DIANN which is my real name. When I saw what I had done I panicked and went ahead and carbed OUG after that. My brother DOUG got screamed at for carving his name in the coffee table. He kept saying "I didn't do it I SWEAR" and my mom kept saying "Doug...who else would carve your name in the table??" My brother was 14 at the time.

I figure years of being locked in closests and having wrestling moves practiced on me...I got my payback.

:D:happy: I finally confessed to my family at around age 25.

[OneWickedAngel]

I confess that one time when I was 7 years old. I carved a letter D in my grandma's coffee table for DIANN which is my real name. When I saw what I had done I panicked and went ahead and carbed OUG after that. My brother DOUG got screamed at for carving his name in the coffee table. He kept saying "I didn't do it I SWEAR" and my mom kept saying "Doug...who else would carve your name in the table??" My brother was 14 at the time.

I figure years of being locked in closests and having wrestling moves practiced on me...I got my payback.

:D:happy: I finally confessed to my family at around age 25.

HAHAHAHAHAHA! Sometimes, payback is a tortured little sister!

How did Dog take the confession?

[Lamia]

HAHAHAHAHAHA! Sometimes, payback is a tortured little sister!

How did Dog take the confession?

DoUg lol He just shook his head. It wasn't like he was punished. He just got yelled at. :D

[MizzSnakeBite]

I confess that one time when I was 7 years old. I carved a letter D in my grandma's coffee table for DIANN which is my real name. When I saw what I had done I panicked and went ahead and carbed OUG after that. My brother DOUG got screamed at for carving his name in the coffee table. He kept saying "I didn't do it I SWEAR" and my mom kept saying "Doug...who else would carve your name in the table??" My brother was 14 at the time.

I figure years of being locked in closests and having wrestling moves practiced on me...I got my payback.

:D:happy: I finally confessed to my family at around age 25.

HAHAHA!! :p

[MissStacie]

IC that I made my husband "Fathers Day brownies"...and I've eaten almost 1/2 the pan....:wubu:

[msbard90]

IC that when I went out to eat tongiht, our server was the most adorable, funniest, and oh did I say adorable (I think he was an FA too... you had to be there for it) server I have ever met. He got a very nice tip ;)

[Lamia]

I confess that I had a sex dream and my boyfriend was in it. I had taken some allergy medicine and couldn't wake up so kept thinking I was waking up, calling him in and having sex. This particular scenario happened like 5 times until I could finally wake myself up. I then called him in and we had sex.

:wubu::D:p

[Punkin1024]

IC That I love it when it rains - even if it rains and rains and rains! :D

I also confess that I keep reading that chocolate (especially dark chocolate) is a super food. I like that! I really, really do! :D

[Green Eyed Fairy]

IC that I might just be able to love that man I'm with......

[littlefairywren]

IC that I might just be able to love that man I'm with......

Oh, that sounds so nice....he would be a lucky man indeed!

[Lamia]

IC That I love it when it rains - even if it rains and rains and rains! :D

I also confess that I keep reading that chocolate (especially dark chocolate) is a super food. I like that! I really, really do! :D

I am picturing a hershey bar with a cape flying over the city. Never fear....super chocolate is here to increase your pleasure centers...:eat1:

[MizzSnakeBite]

IC that I might just be able to love that man I'm with......

Much luck Greenie :). He's a very lucky man!

[Lamia]

I confess that I like to engage in aggressive snuggling. If you are unaware of this form of snuggling it's when you are laying next to your mate and you are cuddling and then you wriggle wildy and hold them tightly and scream into their chest "I AM SNUGGLING YOU AGGRESSIVELY AND YOU CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!!""...then laugh like you're insane.


(is in hour 9 of my 10 hour shift....had 3 hours of sleep today...feeling kind of silly) :p