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Old 04-02-2009, 07:08 PM   #4
ThatFatGirl
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I'd take a skinny pill in a second and then I'd either go running or shopping, not sure which I'd do first.

I can't say I accept my fat, but I don't hate myself for being fat either. I know I can be healthier and make much better choices for myself, so I do tend to beat myself up for continually doing that which is unhealthy for me.

There are days I feel beautiful, but it's usually because I'm having a good hair day, my allergies aren't bothering me so my eye make-up stays in place, and I'm wearing something I feel cute in.. even on those days though I'm wishing I was at least about 100 lbs lighter. I might feel different if I was a healthier fat person, but having just turned 40, parts of me are feeling worse for wear carrying around all this weight.
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