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Old 07-09-2009, 07:21 PM   #51
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Originally Posted by katherine22 View Post
I confess that I am terrified of getting old. I had no appreciation of myself when I was young, and I hate watching myself aging. I confess that I wonder if I will have the courage to keepn living.

I understand where you are coming from..The only b-day that bothered me a lot was when I turned 25..I was a total wreck and couldn't stop crying all day..After that I have thought of growing older as writing a book..Each day is a new page and every year is a new chapter..When I am in a bad mood, I open my book and look back on my life..I read through my pages and realize that I had a pretty good life..It wasn't perfect nor should it have been but even the bad parts now look like it was an interesting time in my life,something I would not trade for youth..I am going to keep writing pages and chapters until it is time for me to leave..I then wish my children and g-children would open my book and read it and realize that things I did in it were because I was me..
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