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Old 11-30-2012, 09:33 AM   #1454
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Ah ha! Found the confession thread here!

Sooo... I want to gain weight. I have a bit over the last 6 months but have put off anymore because I will be travelling soon and I want to avoid the crap that comes with airlines, etc.

Since I was a child I have never felt truly satisfied with eating unless I was/am FULL. Not so full that it made me sick but certainly "unbutton your pants" full. Whether I was eating for comfort or something, I have no idea. I just loved filling myself all the way up. I was not a fat child but I wasn't skinny either. I think I had a lot of my Dad's metabolism at the time, so I could eat and eat and then played outside and did sports...

Anyway, long story short (not) I do not want to go over a certain size (as I know what cap is best for me so that I can still be active and all that) but I do want to be bigger than what I am now. I also really enjoy the thought of eating, actually eating, eating too much, talking about food and FOOD in general! I just love good good food! It makes me excited and happy.

I used to feel I was weird to want/love to talk about food or thought I was wrong for not being able to eat and just stop at what everyone calls "satisfied". I have been this way since I was a child and can't put my finger on a specific event or reason that I would be this way. I feel it's part of me and always will be.

*please note: I am in a relationship, so will want to talk to my partner more about it... please no PMs, thanks!

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