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yrmangledheart · 06-09-2016, 04:29 PM

Interesting to find that shortly after this thread I slimmed down to 175lbs and here I am 3 years later, back at 210lb, back only fitting into large t-shirts, still conflicted, and still wondering about taking that next step to 225 or 240 or whatever.

I guess the health thing is still an issue, I'm now 30, and back at my highest weight I feel tired and slow and stiff. I also feel constantly aroused and desperate to gorge. And STILL! worried about what other people will think. STILL! Argh.

06-09-2016, 04:29 PM	#23
yrmangledheart Join Date: Jun 2007 Posts: 21	Interesting to find that shortly after this thread I slimmed down to 175lbs and here I am 3 years later, back at 210lb, back only fitting into large t-shirts, still conflicted, and still wondering about taking that next step to 225 or 240 or whatever. I guess the health thing is still an issue, I'm now 30, and back at my highest weight I feel tired and slow and stiff. I also feel constantly aroused and desperate to gorge. And STILL! worried about what other people will think. STILL! Argh.