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Old 07-07-2017, 02:50 PM   #21
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Originally Posted by plushkitty View Post
I remember being fascinated with big bellies from an early age, stuffing pillows under my nightgown at night to try and make one for myself. But as I grew older and internalized more and more fat hate, I suppressed my attraction. Why was I so attracted to "ugly" bodies? Clearly there was something wrong with me!

It's taken a long time to acknowledge that part of myself, even longer to accept the fact that my own weight gain excites me as much as other people's gain. That I really do want a huge belly that fills up my lap. I probably won't get one for a while, replacing clothes and buying lots of food costs money, but at least now I can dream without feeling horrible.
Thanks for the insight into your early start with this fetish.....
Were you initially attracted to heavier guy's before you realized you liked yourself heavier as well? Has your interest in more and more weight increased over the years on men as well as yourself?
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