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Old 01-13-2009, 09:19 PM   #45
The Fat Man
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I was your 'A' typical uncomfortable in my skin fat kid.. I was outgoing enough, had friends, went out but there was always that social awkwardness looming over me. So hello searching the internet for social acceptance, you folks feel me. I know you do. As any young adolescent young red blooded American male does when their find themselves alone with a computer and an internet connection.. *singing* "the internet is for porn.. "

I'd always found curvy women attractive, maybe it was because I grew up fat, maybe its because my parents were fat, maybe its my grandmothers treating every possible problem with snack food, maybe its some deep rooted sexual back alley in my cerebellum.. or something. I'm sure the exact psychological culprit could be explored, but long story short.. I likes the big ladies.

Early in my exploration of the net for big naked boobies, like probably every male on these forums.. I found Dimensions. After hours and days reading stories, flicking through all the amazing art, visiting all the sites I could find.. the idea of a woman gaining weight became an intense sexual fantasy (thanks a lot Dimensions, lol) and the "holy shit I can't let any of my friends or family find out about this, Jesus Christ" syndrome set in.

I lurked.. for years.

Eventually after high school, and after Dimensions adopted this new board system, I started to poke my head in now and again. Thus far in my third or fourth attempt at delurking I feel I've been less than successful in portraying my charming personality.. *gleaming smile*

It's sort of a task breaking into the social scene around this joint.

But yeah, back on track, I'm semi open about my feelings. My wife is well aware of Dimensions and all the sites. I've showed her BBW Pinups and Ivy's sites, Plump Princess and Gaining Goddess. She appreciates all the sites and the message the ladies stand by, that a woman can be confident and proud and sexy no matter the size. That bit she finds really awesome. So having a wonderful woman standing by me, not judging me, sharing in something that's been a part of my life since I was in grade school, that's done wonders to help break down that wall, that fear of people "finding out".. sort of like, "I married a big girl, why the hell wouldn't it be obvious that's the sort of figure I'm drawn to.. duh."

So yeah.. trying to be a little more open here..


.. know me.. talk to me.. I'm interesting..
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