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Old 11-01-2009, 09:14 AM   #53
Theresa48
 
Join Date: Oct 2005
Location: East Texas
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Do I love my fat body? Yes. I love the curves and softness. I like the way I look. Do I love what is happening to me as I get older and no longer will my joints support the weight? No. Do I love the fact that my heart is rebelling against the work it takes to support my weight? No. Do I love the fact that I need to lose weight to remain mobile at a weight that I used to be able to handle with few problems? No. Losing weight is hell. And, I find myself trying to find ways to enjoy hell for the sake of my health. Nothing more than that. It is difficult to find people in my world that understand what I am experiencing. They see it as a black and white issue: lose weight...no problems. For me, it is losing a part of who I am. Hmmm...this is off topic? Sorry.
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