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Old 05-21-2013, 02:18 PM   #76
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I've only been gaining since Dec. of 2011. I've gained 50 pounds so far--and I absolutely love it. I was athletic and thin as a kid/teen... and I thought fat people were all a bunch of lazy people who just didn't care about their bodies... through my twenties I grew a little pot belly... in my thirties my belly got a little bigger. I dieted and exercised like a mad-man. From age 20 to 45 I probably lost a 1,000 pounds--but I gained 1,075... I went from 140 to 215... from a 32 waist to t 38. Then in Dec. of 2011 I went online to look for diet ideas--and discovered the fatosphere--I never left. I read every article, blog, etc. I could find.. I watched videos... I listened to podcasts and my entire outlook on body image changed.

I kicked dieting out of my life for good and thus far have grown from 215 to 265. My belly is definitely "large"... it's grown large and quite jiggly. My thighs are finally just now starting to become thick and soft... my lat ares a totally soft and jiggly -- including full-fledged man-boobs.

Explaining why you like something is hard sometimes... you just do. When I first started gaining I thought 250 would be huge. Now at 265 I feel like I just started and I can't weight to hit 300. Somewhere between 240 and 260 I began to waddle... love it. I enjoy being the big guy in the room.

I do care about my health. I do not believe that fat = unfit. I exercise a lot--my goal is to be a very fit--very fat man. Research is showing that this is absolutely possible.

I do enjoy outgrowing clothes. Last night I put a T-shirt on to sleep in--that I hadn't worn in a while and I thought, "Dude, did this thing shrink?" It was totally tight across my belly and the bottom of my belly refused to stay underneath--it kept hanging out... love it.

I just love everything about being fat--the jiggle, the softness, the mass, the food... the waddle. Getting winded when I go upstairs. My son loves to pat my belly now--so cool... I "plop" onto the couch now...and I have to scoot clear to the front before I even think about trying to get up... I don't fit anymore into some restaurant booths---and I love all of it... every roll... every jiggle... awesome.
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Old 06-01-2013, 07:52 PM   #77
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I love to eat. I love food. I love to cook. I love the textures and the fullness. I have been obsessed with food pretty much since I was a kid. Food and the thought of food is delightful. Smell, sight, taste, touch. It is so much about the senses. I love to watch cooking shows and look at cookbooks. Ohhh cookbooks! With colored pics of course. Food is alluring. It's beautiful. It's sensual.

I love the way my body feels when I gain. Fuller, softer. Especially in areas like my tummy, thighs and bum. Maybe I am weird but "new fat" feels more luxurious and soft to me.

Some of it is hard to explain but that's the best I can do.

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Old 06-03-2013, 06:13 AM   #78
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I love to eat. I love food. I love to cook. I love the textures and the fullness. I have been obsessed with food pretty much since I was a kid. Food and the thought of food is delightful. Smell, sight, taste, touch. It is so much about the senses. I love to watch cooking shows and look at cookbooks. Ohhh cookbooks! With colored pics of course. Food is alluring. It's beautiful. It's sensual.

I love the way my body feels when I gain. Fuller, softer. Especially in areas like my tummy, thighs and bum. Maybe I am weird but "new fat" feels more luxurious and soft to me.

Some of it is hard to explain but that's the best I can do.
Would it be far to describe that as the sensuality of food and fat? Or is there more to it that the sensual pleasure alone (a broader 'warm fuzzy feeling' or something?)

I'm just curious because my own feelings may not be wildly different, but understanding the differences with someone else's feelings often ends up helping me getting a finer grasp on my own.
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Old 06-03-2013, 01:38 PM   #79
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Would it be far to describe that as the sensuality of food and fat? Or is there more to it that the sensual pleasure alone (a broader 'warm fuzzy feeling' or something?)

I'm just curious because my own feelings may not be wildly different, but understanding the differences with someone else's feelings often ends up helping me getting a finer grasp on my own.
Sensuality yes but it's so much more than that. It's like a secret that you get to keep all to yourself (or a partner if you and they so choose). Someone may just see you eating or walking around fatter but for me I am thinking/feeling all kinds of things about it. I think you can understand but man, it is really hard to describe. It's kind of a feeling that you just feel not so much have words for (at least for me) haha

Oh and one thing I certainly want to mention, it's not just the act of eating or getting fatter. It's the thought or imagining of it (more on the eating part). Watching film and/or reading. Take the movie Pride and Prejudiced starring Keira Knightley. The dinner table scenes! Oh my word! The food, the tea, the tableware. I love it and it really takes me in. Very descriptive literature describing a dinner and all the food does the same. It's quite thrilling! Food porn is really a good term. Porn for the mind! I am sure I sound like such a dork now

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Old 06-03-2013, 02:25 PM   #80
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Darn it, I was hoping you could describe that feeling....may not be quite the same feeling as I get ("We are all individuals!"), but I'm sure it would have at least helped me figure out how to describe it.

Certainly for me eating and the especially the planning of eating (and really a lot of life) have an extra piquancy when I'm letting myself gain.
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Old 06-03-2013, 04:39 PM   #81
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Sorry Tad! It's indescribable. Which is both awesome and frustrating
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Old 12-04-2013, 02:31 PM   #82
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I decided to gain because, on top of being a feedee, I love the way I look. I think that my curves make me stand out in a crowd and put me in a whole other league! My hips and my belly are probably my proudest accomplishment...so if I can add more to them and stand out more and look even more curvy...and get to fulfill my fat fantasies at the same time then I really am the luckiest girl in the world.
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I decided to gain because, on top of being a feedee, I love the way I look. I think that my curves make me stand out in a crowd and put me in a whole other league! My hips and my belly are probably my proudest accomplishment...so if I can add more to them and stand out more and look even more curvy...and get to fulfill my fat fantasies at the same time then I really am the luckiest girl in the world.
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[QUOTE=fat9276;1986079]Sensuality yes but it's so much more than that. It's like a secret that you get to keep all to yourself (or a partner if you and they so choose). Someone may just see you eating or walking around fatter but for me I am thinking/feeling all kinds of things about it. I think you can understand but man, it is really hard to describe. It's kind of a feeling that you just feel not so much have words for (at least for me) haha

To a great extent you have taken the words right out of my mouth or my mind. Even as a youngster I fantasized about fat and getting fatter. I have been thin but I never felt comfortable in my thin body. And when the weight came back on it was exciting as I grew out of clothes and people started commenting. It is definitely more a feeling thing than a describable thing. I think it has something to do with the roundness or the motion of my fat and that I am always aware of it. That's my take on it.
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