sassysteph
Active Member
I found this site about 6 weeks ago and have been lurking every day since. I guess I'm obsessed with reading stories (true or fiction) about weight gain.
A few weeks ago, hubby and I were getting ready to go on a 7-day cruise and I decided that I was going to enjoy my vacation and eat... and eat... and eat. On that day I weighed 132lbs. I am 5'-2" so I was not super-thin, but not overweight either. By the time we got on the ship, I was up to 135lbs. Over the next week, I over-ate at every opportunity and added another 12lbs. In the 10 days since we've been back, I have slowed down some, but am now tipping the scales at 151lbs. That's almost 20lbs in less than 4 weeks!
I am enjoying some of my new curves (LOVE how my butt feels when it jiggles!) but most of my new weight has gone to my tummy, making me look 5 months pregnant, which I don't particularlly like. Also, hubby won't say if he likes my body better now or not, if I bring it up, he just tells me that I worry too much. Also, I think our sex life is better, but I guess I could be imagining that!
So, how do u know if you are a BBW-to be, or just a confused chubby girl? I know I don't want to keep gaining quite as fast as I did on the cruise (over 1.5lbs per day!), but haven't really decided if I want to try to maintain where I am now, keep gaining, or try to get back to where I was! Of course, a week of non-stop eating wrecked havok with my appetite, making me hungry all the time, so I worry that maintaining or losing weight may not even be an option without some serious willpower!
The other thing is that I am a foodie (or maybe a feedie? not really sure what the difference is). Anyway, I LOVE FOOD! In fact, for the last 3 years or so, the only way I have been able to have an orgasm is to be eating or thing about fattening food during sex. What this means is that, any time I try to diet, I dread sex cuz I know I won't really enjoy it without thinking about the foods that I am not "allowed" to have.
I would love to hear other perspectives on my situation! Thanks!
A few weeks ago, hubby and I were getting ready to go on a 7-day cruise and I decided that I was going to enjoy my vacation and eat... and eat... and eat. On that day I weighed 132lbs. I am 5'-2" so I was not super-thin, but not overweight either. By the time we got on the ship, I was up to 135lbs. Over the next week, I over-ate at every opportunity and added another 12lbs. In the 10 days since we've been back, I have slowed down some, but am now tipping the scales at 151lbs. That's almost 20lbs in less than 4 weeks!
I am enjoying some of my new curves (LOVE how my butt feels when it jiggles!) but most of my new weight has gone to my tummy, making me look 5 months pregnant, which I don't particularlly like. Also, hubby won't say if he likes my body better now or not, if I bring it up, he just tells me that I worry too much. Also, I think our sex life is better, but I guess I could be imagining that!
So, how do u know if you are a BBW-to be, or just a confused chubby girl? I know I don't want to keep gaining quite as fast as I did on the cruise (over 1.5lbs per day!), but haven't really decided if I want to try to maintain where I am now, keep gaining, or try to get back to where I was! Of course, a week of non-stop eating wrecked havok with my appetite, making me hungry all the time, so I worry that maintaining or losing weight may not even be an option without some serious willpower!
The other thing is that I am a foodie (or maybe a feedie? not really sure what the difference is). Anyway, I LOVE FOOD! In fact, for the last 3 years or so, the only way I have been able to have an orgasm is to be eating or thing about fattening food during sex. What this means is that, any time I try to diet, I dread sex cuz I know I won't really enjoy it without thinking about the foods that I am not "allowed" to have.
I would love to hear other perspectives on my situation! Thanks!
