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    The Dance -- Part 3 of my Autobiography (revised)

    The Dance -- Part 3 of my Autobiography (revised) I am a bit of a perfectionist, and I couldn't see how to edit my earlier submission. My friend Jacquie asked if she can submit her side of the story, and revising what I wrote will make our two tales link up better. While we were dancing at...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    The recipe said: ''Allow roughly 200g of pasta per head for the very hungry; a normal adult portion is around 150g.'' But Jilly was much more than just ''very hungry''. And as the entire 1.5kg of spaghetti went into the pot, she felt a frisson of fear and excitement. Would it be too much...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    We dared each other to eat two dinners at Brown's. I ordered steak, mushroom and guinness pie; 'Etta had rack of lamb; then we both had sticky toffee pudding. The skinny blonde waitress made no secret of her arousal -- gazing at Henrietta's big belly and my fat legs: ''Do you want the...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    As a girl she had admired the monumental women she saw in supermarkets or at school. Fascinated by their pride in their appetites and size, she would dream of feeding herself up; of becoming enormous. Later, friends she confided in cautioned: ''there is no going back once your appetite...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    ''One of the perquisites of your job will be Common Table'' ''What does that mean?'' ''Lunches and dinners provided free of charge; the Commonroom butler will bring you a snack whenever you wish.'' Karen had shivered in anticipation. Working for a Cambridge college was going to be quite...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    Jilly had made the giant pudding last September 8kg of shredded suet, raisins, sulltanas, dried fruit -- marinated in brandy. It had matured for nearly a year. Whenever she walked by she had imagined what it would be like to eat it. Imagined herself transgressing yet another boundary. As...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    She'd disciplined herself for years Exercising twice a week Never eating quite enough. But she had always admired huge women And dreamed of stuffing herself. The first time, she waited until her partner Henrietta was away Then ate and drank all day Until her belly ballooned and she...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    They discovered each other in the French patisserie. Each buying herself a private bingefeast. Grinning slyly, they recognized their sisterhood. Since then they had always stuffed privately. Their friends noticed them getting bigger: described them first as ''wonderfully statuesque''...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    She had been staring at the funnel all day The theory said that the water was incompressible and that her belly was elastic. But the last time they had tried it (120 lbs ago) it had hurt too much So she hadn't been elastic enough! But she had stuffed herself every day for months and she had...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    She had seen others try it They had always gotten ill But she loved that bloated feeling and she loved how her belly looked when swollen with just a couple of pints. She took advice. The fat barmaid whose customers bought her pint after pint said: ''You won't be able to do it all at...
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    69-word weight gain erotica... for readers with ADD!

    He was sure I didn't know he was feeding me the omelette trick -- he'd use a dozen eggs and tell me he used four (did he think I couldn't count?) I played along with him ''Has this dress shrunk?'' ''I'd love another pudding'' And sometimes I'd tease him by stuffing before coming home...
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    fat and intelligence

    When I first started teaching history here at Oxford I gave some graduate lectures on the cult of St. Cuthbert (I kid you not). After my third lecture I overheard two students discussing me sotto-voce as they left the lecture room: ''She really is too clever to be that fat'' said one; the other...
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    Discussion: Feeders/Feedees and emotions/mentality

    Here's an interview that a friend showed me a while back. It had an enormous influence on the way I think about being fat and having admirers that want me to gain.... I never met LillyBeth (she died in a car crash some time ago) but I think I'd have really liked her. Did anybody here know...
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    How much can you eat?

    My friend Henrietta and I also enjoy eating a bit too much for comfort. One bit of fun we used to have (in what she calls our ''attention seeking days'') was to go to Brown's in Oxford and order dinner (from one of the stick-insect waitresses, usually), eat it (my favourite was their large Steak...
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    wnat to gain

    Now I look silly. Sorry Mini. SillyBee
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