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    When I was gaining, a common thing was that my goal grew with every pound I grew. First it was 100 kilos, then 300 lbs, then 150 kilos, 400 lbs.... I never got "big enough". The goal shifted further every time. If I was to gain and set a goal I truly desire now, I would set one well above the...
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    How did you respond when health issues arose?

    I'm an extremely kind person who feels deep emotions of responsibility and shame. My weight was monitored by specialists, school nurses etc. since the age of 6 and at around 10 they started telling what a burden I am about to become for the society. At around 14 I decided of there ever came a...
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    What is your weight right now?

    That's what I believe. But yeah, 198 is the current number.
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    What is your weight right now?

    198, obese again. For the past three years I've yo-yoed up and down between 170-200 and I'm honestly starting to doubt whether there is any sense in that. No matter how hard I try I don't seem to get under 170. Staying close there requires strenght training 5 times a week, aerobic training 2-3...
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    What is your weight right now?

    Enjoy the rush! :smitten: It's so liberating and empowering to see the number even if you kinda felt it already before getting the confirmation.
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    What is your weight right now?

    *blush* I do have some confident moments (often band related like the one following that particular picture) but I'm far from feeling great and happy most of the time. More like hungry, lonely, ugly (naked), stiff and sore failure. The constant hunger makes me difficult, angry and plain stupid...
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    Post pics of yourself....LIVING

    I bought a plaid skirt for a gig where I had to sing Smells like teen spirit to get in the mood :D.
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    What is your weight right now?

    I never though this day would come but I'm 169 lbs. It feels odd.
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    What is your weight right now?

    177 lbs. I've been hoovering around 180 lbs for 1,5 years now killing myself with sports, guilt, stress and all the related and still haven't been able to shed the 25 lbs docs still complain about. I'm beginning to realise I really need to build me a new, improved fat girl persona instead of...
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    Wife has lost weight- Does it get easier?

    I dieted for doctors who tried to force me to have WLS so it was pressured for sure. My partner never appreciated my larger form, I'm the FA in this family, so in this particular case I don't know if we're both as displeased with my appearance as I am. I've never spoken with others who feel...
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    Wife has lost weight- Does it get easier?

    There's been posts telling people have been able to support shrinking wifes because seeing them happy makes up for the possible loss in appearance. Women often tend to feel more attractive and for many that leads to more sexually active after loosing weight if they've been unhappy to begin with...
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    Fat Admiration Runs in the Family?

    My brother is clearly a FA. My sister seems to be catching up with my size at her age even she started as a lot smaller kid and doesn't seem to mind. I love her shape :D Three of my 10 cousins are married to a person of size. I've only talked about it with one of them, he admitted he enjoys...
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    Double chin?

    I don't think there's a weight where I wouldn't have one :wubu:
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    Your skinniest and fattest pics - Part 2!

    I felt like this could use and update. The skinniest is still the same. I had an error in the weight the last time tho, it's at 165 lbs. The biggest was beautiful 392 lbs in 2014. I think this just under 180 lbs is the smallest I'll ever be.
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    What is your weight right now?

    Tad, yep, I got off my meds. Happily married, I've lost around 217 lbs since June 2014. I have quite a stocky build so at 5'6,5" and 175 lbs my fat percent has been measured to be 23. I know in gym circles that's ridiculously high but in my quite generic social circles that's as lean as it...
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