Recent content by MickeyFFA

Thanks for the kind words :) If I do accomplish something I'm pretty good at patting myself on the back. But because I'm FA and a BBW it's a conflicting thing. Its like "yesss! I lost 5 pounds. Damn, where'd my belly go?" haha Just a conflicting set of emotions that I'm trying to grapple with.

Yes yes yes! I feel the same way too. I hate it when other people feel they have a right to judge your body. I didn't need your approval to do anything, losing weight is simply for me. I know it shouldn't, but it bothers me that people will automatically assume that I lost weight to please...

It's so nice to know that others in this community have these same feelings. It's hard to find people in the thin obsessed rest of the world who would understand why being thinner or wanting to be thinner bothers me so much. I totally get the feeling like a fraud part of what you said. I feel...

This is exactly how I feel. I'm just, unfortunately, not as eloquent as you Tad. Its not the thought of actually losing weight that bothers me, its the fact that I feel that I have to. I know I really don't and it is something that part of me really wants to do but the other part of me really...

I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this so if not mods please move it :) This thread isn't about ways to diet or anything like that but I was wondering if other BBWs have the same reaction to dieting that I do. Let me explain better: for some reason when anyone brings up dieting or...

I had a pretty similar experience. When I was younger I felt the need to tell my best friends everything, since I was a.) a teenage girl and b.) an incredibly open person. For me to be an FFA and not share those feelings with them was blasphemy:rolleyes:. So one night I gathered all 4 of...

Yeah, I know. I mean she's never openly cruel, just goes on and on about bad parenting. I always have to point out that I was a fairly large child and have two wonderful, fully fuctional and loving parents. I suppose you view things differently if you get heavier later in life.

You make an interesting point RJI. Isn't it funny that a large number of fat people are almost prejeudice against other fat people? I have a friend who weighs about the same as me, 180 range, and she constantly belittles other fat people, especially chubby children. I always forget that...

wow what an excellent addition to our BHM/FFA archive. I love the description. I'm looking forward to more :)

hehe ok I edit it. Don't want to start one those bloody threads again. Statement retracted and resubmitted. It's harder being an FA then it is being fat FOR ME.

I confess that I'm actually attracted to "skinny" personalities, meaning arrogant, cocky a-holes who aren't afraid to go after what they want. I find most fat guys don't posses these qualities which is a good thing for 99% of the world but kinda sucks for me. I also confess that being an FA...

Such a good story so far! Can't wait for the next part.

http://www.willsasso.net/images/Will%20Sasso/Will_Sasso.jpg Anyone else know him? Like him? Wanna jump his bones like i do :smitten:?

Wow thats a lot of acronyms! haha This circumstance came up unintentionally in another thread and it made me curious. My question is this: As big women do you feel you have a harder time finding big men? I know personally fat guys almost NEVER approach me. Even when I do approach them, I...

I just finished the first episode and honestly I kind of liked it. Well more like I didn't hate it with a passion. Yeah it was flawed and I found the whole "lets post everyone's weight" thing to be extremely unnecessary but as stated before it's a reality show, folks. How many do you walk...