These are great!
I'll throw in some others:
shooglet, somekindofbeautiful_, kellybellyohio, adipositivity, jervae, flynfluffy, yrfatfriend, fatgirlflow, enamasiama, fatcatfar, iamsoffy, ragenchastain, and bigfatgaypod
I felt this way before I had my first too. Fat admiration adds a significant deal of extra complexity to love, sex, and romance (but very, very worth it once it works). It takes many of us a bit longer than our non-FA peers to find our groove, but I think you're on the right track.
Well said, Unbasher!
This little community gives us a place to be heard and safe and understood in a world that can be so isolating. Discovering Dimensions 10 years ago helped me accept myself and, in so doing, helped me realize more opportunities to promote joy and compassion in life.