Anyone else have fat desires that they try to resist, and occasionally get stricken by fat envy?
Most of the time I have myself pretty well under control, but then something happens. Like last night, I was out Christmas shopping. That is one thing about Christmas shopping, pretty much everyone does it, so you see some people who maybe don't go out so often.
I was walking through Canadian Tire on a mission, then suddenly I see it. This belly, outlined in a slightly too tight white t-shirt. Pure fat, jiggling ever so slightly with every move. Not all that massive, but just so obvious and so soft looking. And instantly I was in full on fat lust. Not to get my hands on the bearer of that belly, but to have a belly like that, that prominent, that fat. While I carried on with my shopping, part of my thoughts remained on it, making it hard to remember what I was supposed to be shopping for, and to avoid simply loading up on snacks and scarfing them all down.
Most of the time I have myself pretty well under control, but then something happens. Like last night, I was out Christmas shopping. That is one thing about Christmas shopping, pretty much everyone does it, so you see some people who maybe don't go out so often.
I was walking through Canadian Tire on a mission, then suddenly I see it. This belly, outlined in a slightly too tight white t-shirt. Pure fat, jiggling ever so slightly with every move. Not all that massive, but just so obvious and so soft looking. And instantly I was in full on fat lust. Not to get my hands on the bearer of that belly, but to have a belly like that, that prominent, that fat. While I carried on with my shopping, part of my thoughts remained on it, making it hard to remember what I was supposed to be shopping for, and to avoid simply loading up on snacks and scarfing them all down.
