I know others have put similar on here but I thought I would share what's been happening to me. Would love for people to tell me what they think, I haven't decided about photos.
I was a little overweight as a kid, nothing major but always had my mum telling me no one like fat people, you need to lose weight etc. also she used to buy me clothes that only just fitted then when I grow out of them make a big point about how I needed to stop getting fat. In my teens I got into sport so didn't really have a problem. However in my mid 20s I moved away to live with my boyfriend. Then I slowly started to gain for the past 6 years my weight has been around 180-190lb. Any way I love eatting and my boyfriend comments how he likes how I look, like rubbing my belly etc. a few months ago when a little drunk I said how I fancied a take out but wouldn't as was getting to fat. He looks upset and said you should have what you want, anyway to cut a long story short he said if I wanted to eat I should, as he likes larger women. Initially i was a bit taken back, but then he said if I wanted to he would support me in gaining but not to get obsessive about it. So I threw out the weighing scales (after weighting myself one last time). We had agreed to not weigh me regularly but every 3 months. Because of work and life Im not going to get as big as I want, would love to be 500lb+.
My last weigh in was at 195lb, the biggest I have been. In the ADR 3 months we had a 14 day holiday in Vegas. On the plane there my boyfriend said he wanted me to gain as much as possible here. That he had done some reaserch on line and would take me to the best places to eat. Vegas was great, ate buffets at least once a day, got my money's worth!! The rest of the time ate in restraunts. Our favourite being the Cheesecake factory. We ate there loads, each time I was do stuffed after, but always had room for cheesecake. In between meals enjoyed hotdogs and ice cream. Luckily I had taken shorts with elastic bottoms, I had also planned to buy some more. Much cheeper in America than uk. Couldn't be sure but know I put on weight while in Vegas. On the last night my boyfriend brought out my work jeans. That before the holiday fitted, though alottlr tight. He said he wanted to see how much I had grown. I was a bit taken back but though it would be a great idea. Anyway it shocked me as to how much I had. My weight is mainly around by bum and stomach area anyway. I wouldn't even get them fully up.
Looking back I knew I had gained as was getting more puffed out but had blamed this on the heat. On the plane back, it was a bit uncomfortable. Since being back it has been harder to maintain this level of gaining. I did expect this as everything is easier on holiday and it's easier to over eat when on holiday. I weighted myself last night. I am now 223lb. My boyfriend says he loves it. At the moment in living in my tack suits as most my other clothes don't fit. Can anyone give me some advise on continuing to gain also what to expect at diffrent weights. Also I want to keep my level of activity, like walking the dog, using public transport. So what kind of weight would I get to where that would begin to be hard.
Thanks for taking time to read this and thanks in advance for any help or comments
I was a little overweight as a kid, nothing major but always had my mum telling me no one like fat people, you need to lose weight etc. also she used to buy me clothes that only just fitted then when I grow out of them make a big point about how I needed to stop getting fat. In my teens I got into sport so didn't really have a problem. However in my mid 20s I moved away to live with my boyfriend. Then I slowly started to gain for the past 6 years my weight has been around 180-190lb. Any way I love eatting and my boyfriend comments how he likes how I look, like rubbing my belly etc. a few months ago when a little drunk I said how I fancied a take out but wouldn't as was getting to fat. He looks upset and said you should have what you want, anyway to cut a long story short he said if I wanted to eat I should, as he likes larger women. Initially i was a bit taken back, but then he said if I wanted to he would support me in gaining but not to get obsessive about it. So I threw out the weighing scales (after weighting myself one last time). We had agreed to not weigh me regularly but every 3 months. Because of work and life Im not going to get as big as I want, would love to be 500lb+.
My last weigh in was at 195lb, the biggest I have been. In the ADR 3 months we had a 14 day holiday in Vegas. On the plane there my boyfriend said he wanted me to gain as much as possible here. That he had done some reaserch on line and would take me to the best places to eat. Vegas was great, ate buffets at least once a day, got my money's worth!! The rest of the time ate in restraunts. Our favourite being the Cheesecake factory. We ate there loads, each time I was do stuffed after, but always had room for cheesecake. In between meals enjoyed hotdogs and ice cream. Luckily I had taken shorts with elastic bottoms, I had also planned to buy some more. Much cheeper in America than uk. Couldn't be sure but know I put on weight while in Vegas. On the last night my boyfriend brought out my work jeans. That before the holiday fitted, though alottlr tight. He said he wanted to see how much I had grown. I was a bit taken back but though it would be a great idea. Anyway it shocked me as to how much I had. My weight is mainly around by bum and stomach area anyway. I wouldn't even get them fully up.
Looking back I knew I had gained as was getting more puffed out but had blamed this on the heat. On the plane back, it was a bit uncomfortable. Since being back it has been harder to maintain this level of gaining. I did expect this as everything is easier on holiday and it's easier to over eat when on holiday. I weighted myself last night. I am now 223lb. My boyfriend says he loves it. At the moment in living in my tack suits as most my other clothes don't fit. Can anyone give me some advise on continuing to gain also what to expect at diffrent weights. Also I want to keep my level of activity, like walking the dog, using public transport. So what kind of weight would I get to where that would begin to be hard.
Thanks for taking time to read this and thanks in advance for any help or comments
