I used to be 9 stone 4 at my lightest. Uk size 8 in clothes.
Now I'm at least 12 stone(I dislike scales so I may be heavier)and pushing a uk size 16.
I enjoy being curvy, enjoy being naked, sex is better but I've got a fat and getting fatter boyfriend too so its extra awesome.
I dont like not...
I am definitely slowly spreading again after weight loss due to bad events earlier in the year.
I'd suggest scheduling in things I gained a lot last year just by having really calorific lunch and an after work milkshake and doughnut every Friday.
I am really feeling the need to.do this so badly.
I feel like its wrong because it's appropriating the appearance of a larger person without the sometimes harsh day to day realities.
But today I keep thinking about having to waddle and move my belly to sit comfortably.
heaviest guy I've been squashed by is about 350lb. It makes a difference where they position themselves. On the ribcage be VERY careful and be informed about the signs of asphyxiation. My partner shuffles down so he's not on my ribs but I'm still trapped
I find it exciting being trapped and...
I gained about 20lb in a relatively short space of time last year. My rules were always having the most calorific option, milkshake and a doughnut every Friday after work. If having fast food always having the large option.
I do this occasionally. I really fantasise about doing it in public.
Heres a recent padding, not very complex. In reality my belly doesn't pop out that far although last year it got to half this size approx. I lost it all again.
When you see the guy from the office, who you'd watched over a year have an impressive weight gain (and had overheard him talking about enjoying eating and fatness) and he's in the park and clearly been exercising and losing weight since lockdown. And you feel a bit sad.