To answer the question, YES! I am most definitely turned on by my own fat, but beyond that I find it comforting too. It just feels right and good to me to live in a soft, round, squishy body. I've been chubby since I was very young so I don't even know what it would be like to live in a skinny body, but I suspect it would feel really uncomfortable and "off" for me. Also sometimes I think about how much I love food and how eating can be almost like a form of sex to me, and then I look myself up and down and think "Well if that's true you're kinda slutty aren't you?" Lol.