I feel like I've done this in all my relationships with BHMs. My BHM and I aren't really on speaking/hanging out/touching at all terms. We got in a huge fight on Monday, and although its not all my fault (he has other problems in his life).
My problem is a) I become too physical right in the beginning of a relationship. and b) I ignore problems, because we can just have sex. Sex takes place of conversations, issues get swept under the rug, and I realize in hindsight that I had nothing in common with that person. I worry about it. I love my partner dearly, and although I continue on with my life and do things that make me happy, its still in the back of my mind.
I realize its my problem, and that I am pulled in wayy too fast by physical attraction. What can I say? You BHMs are so lucious.
This isnt really a looking for advice problem. I know all I can do is work on things from a distance and do my own thing for a while. I just need someone to commiserate, if you've ever had this problem.
been there done that a few times, I refer to it as *LUST BLINDNESS*