I always felt fascinated by the fat women on weight loss shows, but the first plus size woman I felt consciously attracted to was Jamie Zella. I was looking at body positivity posts because I was feeling insecure about my own body, and then suddenly I stumbled upon pics of her. I would say she was my FA awakening
Here's her Instagram if anyone wants to check her out:
A girl that I went to middle school and high school with. I never said, anything because, my friends weren't my friends. I tried to Google her but, she just doesn't come up. As far as the internet goes Goddess Patty when she was in Jackass. I followed her forever. I heard she died. Sad.
Celebrity first crush: As Aretha Franklin grew and grew and grew, so did my crush...! I wanted to feast on that huge body and those glorious, beautiful rolls hanging off her arms. I LOVED her big, chubby face and double chin, and her lips. I loved how the shoulder straps of her outfit dug into the soft flesh on her shoulders. I imagined holding her and cuddling her and more. I had read that she had been difficult - a Diva, you know - and I imagined I would tame this big, beautiful tigress, feed her ice cream, and love her.