i know it may sound mad to most of you but i dont like being as big as i am and well at the begining of last year i lost some weight.
but come the autum i got depressed and so for about 8 months ive eaten what ive wanted too and when ive wanted too and today i went to the hospital for a pre op appointment to find out ive put on more weight im not like HUGE with a bmi of about 78 i should be dead lol
All the doctors were actually quite amazed at the fact that im really quite active and i can jog and walk.
but since ive been told the news i feel so horrible and soo unsexy its mad how can a few little numbers do that to me?
back to the diet tomorrow i think and well today my swim suit i ordered came so im off to go swimming as some point when i get brave lol
either that or ill just have to wear it round the house to get some use out of it lol
any one got any idea how i can feel nice again?
but come the autum i got depressed and so for about 8 months ive eaten what ive wanted too and when ive wanted too and today i went to the hospital for a pre op appointment to find out ive put on more weight im not like HUGE with a bmi of about 78 i should be dead lol
All the doctors were actually quite amazed at the fact that im really quite active and i can jog and walk.
but since ive been told the news i feel so horrible and soo unsexy its mad how can a few little numbers do that to me?
back to the diet tomorrow i think and well today my swim suit i ordered came so im off to go swimming as some point when i get brave lol
either that or ill just have to wear it round the house to get some use out of it lol
any one got any idea how i can feel nice again?
