Discussion in 'Fat sexuality' started by magnoliagrows, Feb 23, 2007.
Bux with an x is the best way to spell bux.
Aww, thanks Sasha. I'm been toy owner myself (SHOCK) since I was 28. I feel I missed out on those first however-many-years-until-I-got-one. My first one was 60 bucks and I broke it.
/no, I won't say how.
Lol.... I think you dont have to say how.... we have imaginations Naughty girls haha
Obviously ladies, there is no shame here.
I wanted to respond though because I wanted to be clear that the masturbation wasn't the shameful part for me (been doing that for awhile now ) It was the enjoying my own fat.
P.S. toys are good - mine is pink.
haha, I giggled when I read that.
mine is purple and her name is Splitza!
What do you know? So is mine.
It didn't cost me a cent, though.
Jokes aside, maybe someone ought to start a thread on just masturbating-- there's a lot to say on the subject, and I, for one, can't tell you how long I hated myself for it. Part of it was my unwillingness to accept that flagrant passions were okay to have, and not worthy of condemnation. Another part of it was the loneliness that I felt after it occured. The way that nobody spoke of masturbation when I was younger also had an influence on my feelings, as well as conservative religious doctrine (which I was not exposed to, thank God, until I came to college and had already heard more moderate religious perspectives on it-- such as those of BigPlaidPants). And the last part of my self-loathing-- the part most relevant to this board and in fact the reason that finally motivated me to stop lurking-- came from the difficulty I had accepting that the larger female form was not only sexual and private-- it was beautiful and public-- all this, despite the fact that I had been an open FA for some time. My transition away from this former state, which started a year before I stopped lurking, was something like moving from a dark and hidden place of chilly roots (the landscape of an ill-repressed id) to an open plain of heat and light. Things continue to improve, and I have this board to thank in part.
almost as good as spelling bocks with a cks.
what's in that bocks? GOD DAMNIT TELL ME WHAT IS IN THAT BOCKS
Wonderful post, it seems I must spread the rep around before I can give it to you again.
I gave SayHello rep, but wanted to say it here: Great post. Well said.
<raises beer stein, nodds to SayHello, and sips fine brown lager>
I am allergic to some material they use to make most toys. I had no idea what it was so I spent a lot of time buying toys and trying them out to see what worked, what didn't for one reason or another. Once you open them you can't return them of course so I had amassed quite a collection. Let's just say I could throw a party for 40 people.
Anyway, I had the rejects all collected in this box. I kept this box of dildos for a long time afraid to throw them out. Here in MA you can turn in your soda/beer bottles and cans for 5 cents so it is not unusual in some neighborhoods to find your trash has been rifled through and there's garbage all over your front lawn from people looking for cans to redeem. There were these people who like to hit our trash on the street looking for bottles and cans and I feared that somebody would go through my stuff and dump all the dildos out looking for cans and I would find a dildo garden first thing in the morning for the world to see. What was worse was that in that spot in front of my house was also a bus stop where mothers would stand with their children to put them on the school bus in the morning and at just about that time is when the sun would come up to reveal 40+ squirming items in the grass or snow. It was my nightmare.
I finally threw them all away last year without incident, but you want to talk about SHAME... bleh.
You should have chopped them up into tiny pieces and smuggled them out your pant leg at work.
Or found alternate uses, I mean if you have nephews/neices, what better way to piss off your brothers/sisters by giving their kids sex toys for Christmas. Or decorate them into a dashboard bobblehead. Or you could have sold them, go Ebay!
How would you list that? 8 inch dildo..slightly used? Oldie but goody? Many years left in it? Act now, I may get horny again?
Hah, would sell like hotcakes on Ebay, you could probably get 150% return on your "investment."
it sounds like the women on this discussion should form a buyers club. There is power in numbers.
that's an amazing post there cutie!
seriously this just made my night!!!
I'm sorry that happened to you, but it was a good laugh though!
Good for you, magnolia! A very empowering feeling, I'm sure.
And why, whenever I see this thread title do I see "Kicking shane in the ass" and then wonder who shane is? :doh:
Separate names with a comma.