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Something strange yet wonderful happened to me recently and I’m still trying to come to grips with it. I know I shouldn’t question it but this type of thing doesn’t happen to me (at least not these days).

Over the past couple of months, I noticed a young woman riding the Metro to work in the mornings. She’s fairly tall, maybe 5’9” or 5’10”, with strawberry blondish hair and lot’s of freckles. I would guestimate she’s in the 260-275 range. She nicely proportioned all over but tends toward the pear shape I would say. No matter what size she would be, she is drop-dead gorgeous, with light green eyes that sometime seem more golden in the sunlight.

Anyway, she must have started here a few months ago. I would have spotted her the first day but due to covid, I no longer get to instruct in the new hire orientation (they are virtual and I’m not invited apparently).

So, one morning I get off the train and due to construction on the platform, foot traffic gets funneled into a single file line going up the stair to the street. I just happen to end up behind this young woman (I found out much later her name is Hannah) going up the stairs.

Now, far be it from me to lie and say I wasn’t looking at her rear, because I was. I figured her for a nurse because she was wearing scrubs. And as anyone in healthcare knows, scrubs are rather unflattering to the average figure. But her bottom looked soooooo good in them, I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. When we got to the top of the stairs, I was doubly blessed because we were walking in the same direction. In fact, I was so mesmerized that I almost walked past my building’s front door.

Over the ensuing weeks, I would see her sometimes in the morning or maybe pass by her in the halls a couple of times. And then one morning, I got to the top of the stairs and she was waiting on me! She said she noticed my hat (Public Safety) and wondered if I could point her in the direction of a class she was attending that day. Lucky me! Her class was in my building!!! I took the time to escort her up to where her classroom was and let her know where my office was if she had any other questions.

The next day, I received a call from one of the clerks in the outer office that I had a visitor. When I opened the door, there Hannah stood. I think the joy in my eyes (I was wearing a mask after all) must have given me away because her eyes lit up when she saw me. She wanted to know if there were some good places to eat besides the hospital cafeterias. I told her that I’d be glad to show her where the Starbucks and Chick-fil-A were nearby.

As we walked over, we made small talk: what do you do, where are you from, etc. Once we got to where the eateries were, I went to leave her to her lunch but she asked if I could eat with her. No problem I thought. And this way, I could see her full face, not that it mattered. We ordered and found a place to sit outside. I liked that she had a healthy appetite and didn’t try to be all coy when she ate.

We were just talking about experiences and such while eating and then Hannah whispered, “Do you like big gals?” I nearly choked on my Cherry Coke! “What?!?!” She reiterated, “Are you into fat women?” I had to be truthful with her and told her that I love women. Period. Then she asked again, “But are you exclusively into fat girls?” I said no and asked why. She said that she’s noticed me checking her out several times on the train or walking on the street and wanted to know if it was a “fat girl thing”.

I laughed out loud. So loud that other people looked over to see what was up. But she was serious and didn’t really crack a smile. So I had to level with her. I said these exact words, “Honestly, you are just so fucking beautiful (excuse my French) that I couldn’t keep my eyes off of you. That you are bigger and more bodacious than most is just icing on the cake.” She was silent for what seemed like an eternity and then said, “Good. Been there, done that. Not doing it again.” Playing dumb I asked her what she meant. She said she had dated a few guys who stated that they like fat girls and found that the experiences weren’t as pleasant as she hoped.

After we finished eating, we walked back over to my building. While waiting for the elevator, she asked if we could get lunch again next week. I quickly agreed. I’m hoping she calls or comes by soon.

But I don’t know. There’s a pretty large age gap between us and I am not in the market for a fling. Though she is very mature and worldly, I wonder what her intentions are. Yes, it would be nice to have someone to date, a companion. I’m just not sure how this may go.
 
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When I came into work this morning, there was a really sweet voicemail on my phone from her. It seems they've switched Hannah's shift, changing her hours for the time being (no wonder I haven't seen her on the train the last few days). But she would like it if I stop by her floor sometime and, barring an emergency, grab lunch together as well. Lucky for me, I don't have constraints on when I take my breaks AND I am one of the few people who can go anywhere on the hospital campus! Think I'll stop by today!
 

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Hannah and I had an interesting conversation while she was on a break today. When I went up to her floor, I kinda milled around in the elevator lobby, hoping for her to come by the nurses station. I was there for about two minutes when another nurse came up to me and asked if I was waiting for Hannah. I said that I was and she directed me to the nurses break room on the floor.

When I walked through the door, Hannah was eating a very tasty looking pastrami sandwich. She smiled that heart-fluttering smile of hers and asked me to sit down. She was sorry that we couldn’t go to lunch and that she was just getting a quick bite because her floor was so busy. She offered me half of her sandwich, which I declined. She asked if I wanted to fatten her up; if I was a feeder. I assured her that I was not.

We talked about favorite foods for a few minutes which led to me talking about Germany. She became highly interested in that. Turns out, some of her mother's family is from Germany and she really wants to go visit someday soon. Then we just went off on a tangent about German food and bier (yes I said bier!) and even a little about those wonderful white wines. She asked if I liked to drink a lot. I let her know that I bought a six pack of Summer Shandy in early May. I still have two bottles left. She laughed.

Just before her break was up, she asked me point blank, “What attracted you to me? Be honest!” Of course, I have no other way to be if you want a relationship to start off right. I told her it was the way she walked. She walks very confidently IMO. She laughed at that too. I asked what was funny and she said that she felt confidence coming from me as well! I had to chuckle at that myself as I haven’t felt very confident for quite a long time.

She walked me out to the elevator as I was leaving and wrote her cell phone number on a Post It. She said she gets off at 8 pm and will be home by 9 pm. I guess I’m giving her a call tonight! Things are looking up for the Ol' Sarge!!!!!😄
 
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We've spent at least 2 hours talking on the phone just about every night. I've slowly started to let my guard down and spoke about a couple of my troubles/issues. So far, she's taken everything in stride and even shared some of her dark secrets.

It's funny. The older I've gotten, the more communicative I've become. It's been nice to talk to someone who is also willing to express themselves and not afraid to open the locked recesses of their mind. It feels as though I've been preparing for this for a couple of years now. Having someone be receptive has been quite refreshing.

Lunch tomorrow and then another lunch date on Saturday. I get to introduce her to Korean food!!!!
 

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So, lunch was enlightening today. Last night, I reiterated to Hannah that I worried our age difference would be a deal breaker for her at some point. Even though she's older than I first guessed (40) I still thought it would be a tough sell (I turned 57 on Saturday). As we ate lunch today, she casually let me know that she digs that I'm older but that she doesn't have "daddy issues". This time we both laughed. I was thankful for that. She said if things go well, I will have a nurse to take care of me 20 years from now! I let her know that 20 years from now I may not be able to run as fast anymore but I'll still take care of all her needs. Her response was, "Promise?"

Yeah, things are really falling into place.😄
 

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I am so excited for tomorrow. I can hardly contain myself!!!!!!!!! There is a little Korean restaurant out by the Air Force base near where I live. They are only doing take-out orders at the moment but...
The owner is a guy I served with for a couple years. He and his wife, their son, and mother-in-law run the place. I asked him if we sit in a back booth where no one can see us, if we can eat in the restaurant. Her first time tasting Korean food (bulgogi, kimchee, yaki mandu) I want it to be fresh.
 
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Wow! This weekend was quite revealing. Our lunch date turned into an all day thing. It began meeting at the restaurant. Hannah had never had Korean food so I was eager to get her reactions to the different tastes, textures, and flavors. I ordered twin meal of bulgogi, kimchi, and a 12-piece yaki mandu (with two helpings of sauce). We went to go sit in a booth in the back and before we sat down, Hannah said, "Can you kiss me now?" I was stunned! Granted, it was something I've been wanting to do but I wasn't pushing for it just yet. Her reasoning was something I've adopted since my teen years. "We kiss now at the beginning, before we eat. If the kiss is good, great! If not, well, maybe this is our first and last date." I was all at once shocked and aroused by her boldness. But she was right; nothing worse than a bad kisser so I had to get my A-Game on! Needless to say, there were probably 100 more such kisses before the date was over.

It's not that often that you meet someone that you have instant chemistry with. Most first dates (real dates) are usually awkward as you both try to find a common ground in which you can converse. Often, difficulties arise when you want to be engaging but not reveal too much in those early meetings. But because of Hannah's openness and my desire to gauge how serious she was, we aired out a bunch of "dirty laundry". Trust came easier than I would have expected at this point but she did something that made me feel quite at ease. She kept rubbing my free hand every chance she got.

We sat there for two hours talking and went through another order of yaki mandu which we ended up feeding each other. Then I took her over to the air park and explained all the different aircraft. And then we went to another park and walked around for a while, just talking. In the second park, she started holding my hand. I am over the moon!
 

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Saturday was such a nice day out so Hannah and i spent a couple of hours out at a local park, walking and talking. I hadn't realized how much I missed just holding hands with someone. She has the prettiest, softest hands I could ask for! I love that she takes good care of them.

There was a point in time where we came upon a bench near the pond and just sat down an enjoyed the view. We started talking about our individual pasts again and this time she let it all out. I was angered and shocked! Angered at what a couple of these so-called FA's/Feeders had done to her in the name of "love". Some of the sick, humiliating, and degrading stuff you see on porn sites: things that most of us would deride as abuse! And I get it; some people find that sort of thing erotic and arousing and t's cool if both parties are consenting to it. It's another thing when someone expresses their dislike of these types of activities.

It turns out that Hannah got involved with two different guys who were into this type of fetish. The second guy was really, really bad; on the order of it becoming torture. It's the main reason why she moved here in the first place: to get away from that jackass. I was shocked that she'd endured such abuse for so long but like all of us at some point, we think things will get better or it's not so bad, or he/she loves me or I'll get used to it. But she didn't. It just got worse as he kept pushing her limits of pain and humiliation.

I got so angry as she was relating the story, the details of which I will omit, that tears welled up in my eyes. I had been hugging her almost the whole time but when we broke the embrace for a moment, she noticed I was crying. That's when I had to reveal a dark, sad part of my past to her. A couple of you here know this but the general membership do not. When I was a boy, my mother had a really abusive boyfriend. When they would start fighting, my little brother would leave and go walking around the neighborhood for a couple of hours. I guess he didn't want to hear what was going on. I would stay to make sure my mother was alright. Once, their fight spilled out into the hall and my mother was screaming for me to help her. I tried. I started hitting him with a curtain rod but to no effect. I was so small and skinny at 10 years old. I vowed that I was going to get that guy when I grew up. Those images remain ingrained in my mind to this day.

When I became a older, I got into sports: football, track, baseball, basketball, karate. Later as an adult, I took up fitness training. Those images never left me. I became a bouncer in my spare time (I had joined the Air Force at 19) and witnessed plenty of male on female abusive situations. In my 20's and 30's, if I saw a man strike a woman, I would fly into a rage; most times I would win, sometimes not but they knew not to do that crap around me. EVER.

Anyway, I let Hannah know that I am not that kind of guy. That I abhor violent behavior towards women (and children, and anyone else that doesn't deserve it). I can't stand it and won't tolerate it in my presence.

When we were both done boohooing on each others' shoulders, Hannah spoke profound words that I think will remain with me until I die and solidified my belief that things happen for a reason. She whispered in my ear, "God must have sent me to you."
 

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