So, I have been trying to not get fatter for a while because nobody in my daily life is going to help me when I can't get around, but I have decided I am sick of eating healthy stuff and I am just going to eat what my soul wants. To hell with whole grains...I'm buying white bread...and regular soda instead of seltzer...and pie! All the pie!!! I have decided I want to live a life of hedonism and indulgence and start making decisions that will make me happy. I have to get my family help me with grocery pickup since I don't drive and they always shame me when I buy a lot of sweets and won't let me take them all home. But i am going to start getting grocery deliveries if I have to!! I am hoping to have some exciting new culinary adventures in my future!!! It feels so good to surrender to the fatness!!!