If there's already a thread like this somewhere, I apologize. I didn't discover I was an FFA until I was already 30 years old although I've since then managed to trace it back to sixth grade when I read a book about an obese food critic who had dropped his cane and required several attempts at bending over to pick it up. I remember re-reading the scene over and over because it made me tingle. As an 11-year-old I had no clue what the feeling was, I only knew I wanted more of it. At said age 30 it was yet another book featuring a BHM, which led to the same physical reaction, although this time of course I knew what that was! I can only explain my late discovery by the lack of exposure to BHM and related literature. What are your stories? I'm curious!