I'm sure I have said all of this before, but maybe not recently I realized really young that I had warm fuzzy feelings towards fat folk. We moved when I was eight, and I met a couple of super-suzed Mom's (the first super sized people I had met) and discovered that I was also fascinated with fat people. A few years later puberty hit, and suddenly one day the chubbiest girl in class went from 'a fellow chunky kid's to completely fascinating. I metaphored that attraction as something like a magnetic attraction between our little tummies. I was not exclusively attracted to fatter girls at that point, but my imagination kept going back to fat, and over time (by late teens) I concluded that in the long term I would only want to settle down with a fat partner.