Hi all, I'm new to this board, but have long since been an admirer or weight gain. While I like to read and see other people gaining weight, I don't necessarily want to do the same. I want to gain 10 or 20 lbs at a time, but then lose it and regain. What would that be called? I want to basically stay an average to chunky size, yet still every now and then feel the greatness of gaining weight and growing out of my clothes.