The other thread seems so sad to me and i wanted to put something up more personal...i hope it's ok if i start a new one.
I want to thank everyone for the notes...it has been a hard couple days, but it does make a person feel better when people offer an ear
When i first found out, my first reaction was that i'm just not going to deal with this...like, i guess if i pretended i didn't hear it then it didn't happen..i dunno..
then i had this crazy idea that maybe Rhonda was trying to get out of porn and had faked her own death. Crazy right??? I mean, i know and realize just how totally crazy that sounds..but I guess i was trying to rationalize that she didn't die in any way i possibly could..but when i spoke to the woman at the funeral home..there was no denying it. I don't react well to situations like this..i mean, like worse than normal people do..so..it has been rough. Today i'm finally feeling a more calm acceptance of what has happened.
I've been going through my site looking at pics of us together..and videos...remembering all the times we had ..and we had a lot of them I think the most seen was the Ivanna Gains Anti-Weight Loss clinic. I don't know how many of you saw the video but wow.. we had so much fun with that lol. The bloopers at the end are my favorite part because that's me and Rhonda just being real with each other and laughing our asses off as we always did
One day we were sitting in her room and talking about possible vids or pics to come up with..and someone got this idea for mud wrestling...ME mud wrestling lol..with a skinny girl. When Rhonda heard that idea buddy she jumped into action hahahhaha...she threw all of that together in a matter of hours ..directing this person to go do this and that person to go do that and next thing i knew i was in a pool full of wet plaster wrestling with some skinny chick with an audience being filmed LOL
these are just a couple of the memories i have with Rhonda..there are so many.... I will miss her..a lot
Anyway..i just thought it would be a nice place to post good memories that we have of Rhonda.
Lots of Love and Big Hugs
Melissa
View attachment MeandRhonda.jpg
I want to thank everyone for the notes...it has been a hard couple days, but it does make a person feel better when people offer an ear
When i first found out, my first reaction was that i'm just not going to deal with this...like, i guess if i pretended i didn't hear it then it didn't happen..i dunno..then i had this crazy idea that maybe Rhonda was trying to get out of porn and had faked her own death. Crazy right??? I mean, i know and realize just how totally crazy that sounds..but I guess i was trying to rationalize that she didn't die in any way i possibly could..but when i spoke to the woman at the funeral home..there was no denying it. I don't react well to situations like this..i mean, like worse than normal people do..so..it has been rough. Today i'm finally feeling a more calm acceptance of what has happened.
I've been going through my site looking at pics of us together..and videos...remembering all the times we had ..and we had a lot of them
I think the most seen was the Ivanna Gains Anti-Weight Loss clinic. I don't know how many of you saw the video but wow.. we had so much fun with that lol. The bloopers at the end are my favorite part because that's me and Rhonda just being real with each other and laughing our asses off as we always did One day we were sitting in her room and talking about possible vids or pics to come up with..and someone got this idea for mud wrestling...ME mud wrestling lol..with a skinny girl. When Rhonda heard that idea buddy she jumped into action hahahhaha...she threw all of that together in a matter of hours ..directing this person to go do this and that person to go do that and next thing i knew i was in a pool full of wet plaster wrestling with some skinny chick with an audience being filmed LOL
these are just a couple of the memories i have with Rhonda..there are so many.... I will miss her..a lot
Anyway..i just thought it would be a nice place to post good memories that we have of Rhonda.
Lots of Love and Big Hugs
Melissa
View attachment MeandRhonda.jpg
