When I was about 14, I had an acquaintance that I use to ride the bus with.
I thought of her today. At the time I was still closeted, and I remember that there were some times where I insulted her for a lot of things including her weight.
We eventually became friends, and I'm pretty sure I at least somewhat had the hots for her.
I just realized that I never really apologized for all the mean things I said. Not that I want to dwell so much in the past, but I thought it was necessary, and I finally did today. It feels good.
I know it may sound weird, but have any of you had any experiences like this? Or better yet: Is there anyone of x size over the years that you wish you could apologize to because you may have not treated them in the best way?
I thought of her today. At the time I was still closeted, and I remember that there were some times where I insulted her for a lot of things including her weight.
We eventually became friends, and I'm pretty sure I at least somewhat had the hots for her.
I just realized that I never really apologized for all the mean things I said. Not that I want to dwell so much in the past, but I thought it was necessary, and I finally did today. It feels good.
I know it may sound weird, but have any of you had any experiences like this? Or better yet: Is there anyone of x size over the years that you wish you could apologize to because you may have not treated them in the best way?
