thechampofchamps
Well-Known Member
After trying and trying for so long now to get my fiancée to see herself as beautiful at her size(she's about 220lbs) and also trying to get the point across that I'm an FA who truely finds her curves attractive and thinks she is the most beautiful woman alive, I am giving up... I realize she will always hate being a bigger woman she made it clear she wants to be 140lbs the end. Of course I tried to tell her she looked beautiful and that I think she looks better at this weight, but no. No, she is not having it anymore. She says no more squeezing or touching spots she doesn't like(my favorite spots) I've been dealing with this for so long now, it's just to much. I love her more than anything and would never leave her over something physical, then I'd be no better than the guys that are rude to women for being "to fat" no I think I just have to sit back and continue to watch her pounds drop off , quietly....and supportively.... For the first time I kinda wish I wasn't an FA, which makes me sad... I've always loved BBW's and all proud plus size women... I just feel like it's hard sometimes, to love something that the world(including my fiancée) says I should find gross and unatractive. That will never happen though, I'll find a big belly on a woman more hot than not... I'll always be an FA, just I guess a quieter one at home.... Thanks for listening Dims
