I want to be free!!!
I want to feel free to be me.. to eat what I want when I want. If it`s the middle of the night or if it is a bag of cookies..whatever, whenever.
I want to get rid of the guilt. Always the guilt. For not being goog enough. Thin enough.
I noe deep down inside I was not meant to be thin. I struggle so hard these days. Sommer is coming in Europe and I feel ashamed for wanting to eat ice cream and chocolate when everyone is preaching diets to get into their bikinis..
I don`t fit in. I want to be the fat and happy person I know I am deep inside.
Sorry.. I am having a bad day..
