As a SSBBW fan, I thought I was alone until I was 14 and went into a 42nd street 18 and over magazine & video shop. I was shocked to find magazines & videos featuring + 500 pound ultra beauties calling them Goddesses. In the mainstream media publications most of the models were size 2 and under. A person who prefers thin girls is surrounded by scantily clad women in ads selling merchandise, TV and movies have thin girls prancing around in short skirts, lingerie & two piece bathing suits. The SSBBWs are only shone in a negative way on weight loss programs that tell them that super overweight people should get expensive risky weight loss surgery. It is a sad state of affairs when the only media that gives you a break is R or X rated but it is much better than nothing.