I need a woman! no it's not what you think

I need a friend. An honest to God real life friend. I need someone of the opposite sex to talk to about things. Im broken inside and I don't know how to fix it. Please dont take this as someone looking for pitty I promise you Im not. I just feel like an empty shell. After 2 bad marriages and the scars and baggage that came with them, I feel like I have nothing left to give. If I could just get rid of it all I might begin to heal. Who knows maybe just maybe there is a woman here who is going through something similar and we could help each other. Like I said not a call for pitty but a cry for help.
Thanks to you all