Hey everybody, good to meet you if I haven't already! I just delurked dimensions and I've posted a little, but this is the first thread that I've started...
Anyways, I'm a 19 year college student, and as much as I hate to say it (especially here), I'm a very closeted FA. At some point in my life I know that I will be open about my preference, but in a college setting, it's extremely hard to open up about this type of stuff.
The other day, the fraternity that I'm in hosted a party, and fueled by a little (okay, an excessive amount
) of alcohol, I started to flirt with two pretty big girls (not big compared to most of the lovely ladies on these boards, but big in a macho frat-guy type of way). A couple of my brothers took notice, and laughingly made fun of me the next day, talking about those "gross fat girls" that I was "trying to get with because I was wasted." As much as I hate to say it, I just played it off and jokingly laughed along with them (not making fun of them being fat, mind you) and changed the subject as quickly as possible.
Anyways, the questions that I'm trying to get to here are: How open about your preference are you? Were you always as open as you are now? And if your friends, family, etc. don't know that you're into BBW's and SSBBW's (or that you're INTO being a BBW or SSBBW), do you go to great lengths to cover it up, or do you kind of do your own thing and let others come up with their own conclusions?
Sorry if this is rambling, but I'd like to talk about this with you guys... I'm trying to figure this all out and I want to know the best way that I can go about my life without people thinking I'm crazy/weird/whatever (though if you don't like big girls I think YOU'RE the weirdo)
Thanks!
Anyways, I'm a 19 year college student, and as much as I hate to say it (especially here), I'm a very closeted FA. At some point in my life I know that I will be open about my preference, but in a college setting, it's extremely hard to open up about this type of stuff.
The other day, the fraternity that I'm in hosted a party, and fueled by a little (okay, an excessive amount
) of alcohol, I started to flirt with two pretty big girls (not big compared to most of the lovely ladies on these boards, but big in a macho frat-guy type of way). A couple of my brothers took notice, and laughingly made fun of me the next day, talking about those "gross fat girls" that I was "trying to get with because I was wasted." As much as I hate to say it, I just played it off and jokingly laughed along with them (not making fun of them being fat, mind you) and changed the subject as quickly as possible.Anyways, the questions that I'm trying to get to here are: How open about your preference are you? Were you always as open as you are now? And if your friends, family, etc. don't know that you're into BBW's and SSBBW's (or that you're INTO being a BBW or SSBBW), do you go to great lengths to cover it up, or do you kind of do your own thing and let others come up with their own conclusions?
Sorry if this is rambling, but I'd like to talk about this with you guys... I'm trying to figure this all out and I want to know the best way that I can go about my life without people thinking I'm crazy/weird/whatever (though if you don't like big girls I think YOU'RE the weirdo
)Thanks!
