I dont post here often and I guess this would be my first thread I made myself 
and just wanted to talk about something ive felt for ages- where you WANT to gain a ton of weight, you enjoy it etc etc....but then you hold back, one side of my mind says- gain gain gain, but the other says- NO do NOT gain.
I think the biggest ive been is around 230 at 5'11 (and im a guy so I guess thats not huge) I seem to flucate alot lol last year I was 180, the year before 230, last month I was 220 and now im 200, I can never break the 230 barrier, I get there and suddenly I cant gain anymore.
Dunno anybody ever get that feeling? like you want to but then you start thinking about the things that will become harder the bigger you get? id be happy to be in the 300-400 range but theres so much I love to do that would be alot harder at that size =(
Guess I dont make a very good gainer do I
and just wanted to talk about something ive felt for ages- where you WANT to gain a ton of weight, you enjoy it etc etc....but then you hold back, one side of my mind says- gain gain gain, but the other says- NO do NOT gain.I think the biggest ive been is around 230 at 5'11 (and im a guy so I guess thats not huge) I seem to flucate alot lol last year I was 180, the year before 230, last month I was 220 and now im 200, I can never break the 230 barrier, I get there and suddenly I cant gain anymore.
Dunno anybody ever get that feeling? like you want to but then you start thinking about the things that will become harder the bigger you get? id be happy to be in the 300-400 range but theres so much I love to do that would be alot harder at that size =(
Guess I dont make a very good gainer do I
