WannabeFatBoy
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TLDR; I want to start gaining but I am terrified of what people will think of me. Do you have any advice to help me get over that fear?
For context, I am currently living with my parents who are supporting me as a university student right now, so I will be living with them for at least another 2-3 years. The problem is, though, that they’re extreme health nuts and are very fatphobic. Considering my “goals”, I’m sure they won’t be very pleased with me if I decide to pursue them. Now, I’ve managed to survive so far by trying to control myself until I graduate and become independent but I feel like I can’t wait any longer! The thought of gaining is constantly plaguing my mind, no matter how hard I try to shake it off or forget about it. My desire is growing stronger and stronger by the day and it feels like there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it.
I’m mainly worried about my parents but I’m also a bit nervous about what my future partner will think if I decide to get fat outta nowhere, because odds are that she wouldn’t be into the fetish. Will she be disgusted by me? I’d hate to make her feel trapped in a relationship like that.
What should I do? Is there any way for me to get over this irrational fear? Any advice or motivation will be very helpful!! I’m sure some of you fellow Dimizens have had fatphobic loved ones so I’m really counting on your experience here
<3
For context, I am currently living with my parents who are supporting me as a university student right now, so I will be living with them for at least another 2-3 years. The problem is, though, that they’re extreme health nuts and are very fatphobic. Considering my “goals”, I’m sure they won’t be very pleased with me if I decide to pursue them. Now, I’ve managed to survive so far by trying to control myself until I graduate and become independent but I feel like I can’t wait any longer! The thought of gaining is constantly plaguing my mind, no matter how hard I try to shake it off or forget about it. My desire is growing stronger and stronger by the day and it feels like there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it.
I’m mainly worried about my parents but I’m also a bit nervous about what my future partner will think if I decide to get fat outta nowhere, because odds are that she wouldn’t be into the fetish. Will she be disgusted by me? I’d hate to make her feel trapped in a relationship like that.
What should I do? Is there any way for me to get over this irrational fear? Any advice or motivation will be very helpful!! I’m sure some of you fellow Dimizens have had fatphobic loved ones so I’m really counting on your experience here
<3
