Hi - I've been lurking awhile and thought I'd come out and introduce myself. I'm a man whose been an FA as long as I can remember. I recall even prepubescently putting pillows in my shirt when no one was around and looking at myself in the mirror, feeling turned on by that. However, as an adult I've become the kind of FA who isn't and doesn't prefer to be fat myself (though I certainly eat enough to be, but am "blessed" with a high metabolism).
Throughout my life, my partners have been nearly all zaftig to one degree or another, and my current long term partner and I have played a bit with feeder/feedee but since she's ambivalent about it I have mostly let her run the show, encouraging her but also supporting her when she's been in a mode of wanting to "downsize".
I had a dream last night that I had a new gf and she was my feedee. I was making her a chicken sandwich of some sort in a kitchen I've never seen, with my father around and in the way. Very interesting because I have sometimes fantasized about being with someone who is more into being a feedee than my partner, and since we are poly there are possibilities of having more people in my life who could be into this. Still, I haven't really thought about it in awhile, so the dream surprised me, but when logging into the weight board today, with the dream still resonating in my psyche I thought it appropriate to come out and join the discussions.
In case anyone's wondering, 'verde' is Spanish for green, a color I resonate with. btw how does one put the caption under the avatar? I couldn't figure out how to do that.
Glad to be here, and I really appreciate this board and the people on it.
Throughout my life, my partners have been nearly all zaftig to one degree or another, and my current long term partner and I have played a bit with feeder/feedee but since she's ambivalent about it I have mostly let her run the show, encouraging her but also supporting her when she's been in a mode of wanting to "downsize".
I had a dream last night that I had a new gf and she was my feedee. I was making her a chicken sandwich of some sort in a kitchen I've never seen, with my father around and in the way. Very interesting because I have sometimes fantasized about being with someone who is more into being a feedee than my partner, and since we are poly there are possibilities of having more people in my life who could be into this. Still, I haven't really thought about it in awhile, so the dream surprised me, but when logging into the weight board today, with the dream still resonating in my psyche I thought it appropriate to come out and join the discussions.
In case anyone's wondering, 'verde' is Spanish for green, a color I resonate with. btw how does one put the caption under the avatar? I couldn't figure out how to do that.
Glad to be here, and I really appreciate this board and the people on it.
