lavishlaura
Well-Known Member
So I found out about gaining about a year ago, and within the last six months have been doing so. I was really looking forward to my gain and have even taken it public, some of you on Dims may have seen bits in the paysite board.
But here's the problem. I felt great as a fat person 50 pounds ago. I had no health issues. 50 pounds later I have a plethora of illnesses and am just feeling generally horrific.
I am looking to do an overhaul to my diet and activity levels. I am not actively looking to change numbers, but that is probably going to happen because my eating habits right not are piss poor and my activity level is zilch. I am just terrified of being exiled from the fat community for this and losing fans. Because I will have to be honest, I do rely upon my paysite to make it through the month.
I don't even know why I am posting here at this point. Does anyone have any advice? I am just torn between the way I feel physically and keeping up the weight in order to make it financially. ugh.
But here's the problem. I felt great as a fat person 50 pounds ago. I had no health issues. 50 pounds later I have a plethora of illnesses and am just feeling generally horrific.
I am looking to do an overhaul to my diet and activity levels. I am not actively looking to change numbers, but that is probably going to happen because my eating habits right not are piss poor and my activity level is zilch. I am just terrified of being exiled from the fat community for this and losing fans. Because I will have to be honest, I do rely upon my paysite to make it through the month.
I don't even know why I am posting here at this point. Does anyone have any advice? I am just torn between the way I feel physically and keeping up the weight in order to make it financially. ugh.
