FFA with some worries

[estrata]

Okay, I've just discovered there is a name for what I am, and a whole big community.

Honest, I've been aroused by fat since before puberty. I have fantasies galore. And it’s the only thing that really gets me excited. Problem is, I fell in love and married a skinny man. ^_^ I find him attractive, but not “I must have you now” attractive. It makes me a, well, less-then-active sex partner. We have a wonderful loving relationship, but I know it could be a lot more. I want him to gain weight, but I don’t, it’s not healthy, but man it would turn me on.

He knows about my fetish. He doesn’t mind the idea of gaining weight. I worry about his health. What should I do? Should I have him gain weight? I mean, that seems very wrong to me. I love him, I should care about his health. I should have him exercise, eat right. Not eat fried food until his buttons pop………….. 0.0

Has anyone else ever had this moral dilemma? Please don’t yell at me in some way or something, I know I should have read through the forum more before posting but I’m just so excited. I searched for “fat festish” and got to the Wikipedia article about FAs and now I’m here. For a long time I didn’t even tell my husband, shame or whatnot. I know I need to read more about it.

Thanks, and hoping for some kind of support (don’t know what). ^_^

 

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