Hi,
My name is Ron. I guess I'm what you would call a SSBHM. I'm 40yo and I live in Pittsburgh PA.
I've been a fat guy all my life. I don't eat like a pig. In fact I don't eat any different than most people except I make a conscious effort to avoid things like chips, cakes and candy. Still, I'm fat. I've had two weight loss surgeries and I lost weight but gained it back over the course of a few years. I would like to lose some weight but It doesnt seen to be in the cards. I know I will never be thin.
I fell on the ice delivering pizza a few years ago and messed up my back and knee. I have pain from the injury to this day so I have a little trouble getting around. It angers me that when people see that I have trouble getting around they say its Im a fat pig. Nevernind the fact that Im hurt. Its just one of the stereotypes we BHMs deal with.
Im currently getting a degree in office software so I can get a job where I wont have to move around all the time. Ive fooled with computers for the last 12 years building them and fixing them so I already know what I need to know I just need a degree for the job hunt.
Im a big Sci-Fi geek. I dont dress in costume or anything but I love my Sci-Fi. I also collect music and music videos. I love classic metal and hard rock.
Im saddled with an additional burden to being a BHM. I have a mild case of Tourette syndrome. Most people would never know I have it cause over the years Ive gotten very good at hiding it but It still causes me problems in everyday life. I have an extremely hard time meeting women. To the outside world in real life Im a nice confident guy but what no one sees is that when it comes to women Im a complete mess. Growing up with Tourettes kicks your self confidence right in the nuts. Than on top of that Im fat. Not exactly a winning combination.
Still Ive done ok for myself. I own my home and I drive a decent car. Hopefully Ill get a good job but I fear my love life will always be non existent. Im attracted to slim/average women. BBW just doesnt do it for me. Here are some pics of me below. If there are any FFAs reading this please tell me how I stack up.
Ron
http://www.myspace.com/xm41
My name is Ron. I guess I'm what you would call a SSBHM. I'm 40yo and I live in Pittsburgh PA.
I've been a fat guy all my life. I don't eat like a pig. In fact I don't eat any different than most people except I make a conscious effort to avoid things like chips, cakes and candy. Still, I'm fat. I've had two weight loss surgeries and I lost weight but gained it back over the course of a few years. I would like to lose some weight but It doesnt seen to be in the cards. I know I will never be thin.
I fell on the ice delivering pizza a few years ago and messed up my back and knee. I have pain from the injury to this day so I have a little trouble getting around. It angers me that when people see that I have trouble getting around they say its Im a fat pig. Nevernind the fact that Im hurt. Its just one of the stereotypes we BHMs deal with.
Im currently getting a degree in office software so I can get a job where I wont have to move around all the time. Ive fooled with computers for the last 12 years building them and fixing them so I already know what I need to know I just need a degree for the job hunt.
Im a big Sci-Fi geek. I dont dress in costume or anything but I love my Sci-Fi. I also collect music and music videos. I love classic metal and hard rock.
Im saddled with an additional burden to being a BHM. I have a mild case of Tourette syndrome. Most people would never know I have it cause over the years Ive gotten very good at hiding it but It still causes me problems in everyday life. I have an extremely hard time meeting women. To the outside world in real life Im a nice confident guy but what no one sees is that when it comes to women Im a complete mess. Growing up with Tourettes kicks your self confidence right in the nuts. Than on top of that Im fat. Not exactly a winning combination.
Still Ive done ok for myself. I own my home and I drive a decent car. Hopefully Ill get a good job but I fear my love life will always be non existent. Im attracted to slim/average women. BBW just doesnt do it for me. Here are some pics of me below. If there are any FFAs reading this please tell me how I stack up.
Ron
http://www.myspace.com/xm41
