I didn't become an FFA until later in life and my first plus-sized crush was responsible for that. He is a customer of mine and is a used car salesman in my town. There is just something about the way he carries himself, not just his size that is so appealing to me. I still get all antsy when he comes in lol! It never went any further than that, just small talk while I helped him and he is a huge flirt. I'm married now to my perfect SSBHM hubby, I still think about the "what if" every time I see him. I have a feeling that he is married as well, even though he doesn't wear a ring, nor has he ever mentioned his family to me.