Hey everyone...I'm not an avid poster, but an adament reader. But today, I wanted an outlet to rant and spill my feelings, and I was hoping I could get some helpful feedback.
Do you ever have those days where you just feel ugly, or you don't think you'll ever get what you want because your fat? Lately, I've been trying to be very positive about my body. But occaisonally I have those days when I feel like the most unnattractive person in the world. The entire day i've been contemplating my next diet, and wondering what I should wear until I get thin. I feel like guys have no interest in me, and that unless I make a change, I don't deserve a decent guy. I'm not sure what triggers it, but it sucks to feel so low, especially when I've been working so hard to improve my body-image. I'm afraid i'm never going to be able to shake the feeling that because i'm fat, i'm inadequate.
Anyone else ever experience anything like this?
Do you ever have those days where you just feel ugly, or you don't think you'll ever get what you want because your fat? Lately, I've been trying to be very positive about my body. But occaisonally I have those days when I feel like the most unnattractive person in the world. The entire day i've been contemplating my next diet, and wondering what I should wear until I get thin. I feel like guys have no interest in me, and that unless I make a change, I don't deserve a decent guy. I'm not sure what triggers it, but it sucks to feel so low, especially when I've been working so hard to improve my body-image. I'm afraid i'm never going to be able to shake the feeling that because i'm fat, i'm inadequate.
Anyone else ever experience anything like this?
