I'm thinking about trying to get to 200lb to see how it feels and how it works for me. Currently 170 so 30lb doesn't sound a great deal, but I've gone from size 10 to 16 with the previous 30lb gain, so I think it would make a lot of difference appearance wise. With the weight has already come loss of any discernible waist and I'm now 40inches round the widest part of my belly. Why am I doing this? Being bigger is very sensual and I feel greater arousal with more fat on my body. I love food and had grown tired of restricting myself. I'd gained a fair bit anyway due to a change from a very active lifestyle to a desk job. I'm taking each day as it comes and one of the main frustrations so far is clothes!