I posted a true, heartfelt bit of my life and the things im dealing with right now and the past and wanted all of my "friends" here at the weight board to read it. I was ready for good and bad responses, and even posted my personal email in case anyone wanted to respond personally. I have been very sad, depressed and feeling hopeless lately and wanted/needed support, even if it was negative or hateful...i was ready for the flamers. I thought they might provide some therepy for me. I am saddened that Conrad chose to move it to the WLS board where no one who knows me can read it and know about me now. There was a few responses from some who know me, mostly supportive and even one now doubting my sincerity of previous posts. I have alot on my plate right now and cant figure this board out anyway so i will stop posting for now. Call it a pity-party but i am needing a huge break. To all who have been supportive....thanks so much.